hello my name is cordelia what's yours

2009-02-24T21:46:00.000-08:00

is it really over...............

timecheck: 1356h, 25 feb 2009, wednesday
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2009-02-23T04:02:00.000-08:00

CHINA BOY - MAINE

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Can't Buy Me Love - Michael Buble (hahha. that's a good line.)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Blow - Parking Lot Pimp (OMG. OMG. no okay!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Wish You Knew (How It Would Feel To Be Free) - Nina Simone (yes yes. free from all this studying. so that i can go out with my friends tmr! )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Hallelujah - Lakewood Live (yup(: i guess it is! )

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Grace - Juliagrace (wow. that is like. deep. but it could be eh. yay i just found my motto! hahah)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith (awww. don't wanna miss a thing that has to do with me? sweet :D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Wake Up Call - Maroon 5 (don't get it. oh i know! hahahah )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Everything Must Change- Randy Crawford (YES. YES . OMG YES. HAHAHA)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Pain - Jimmy Eat World

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The Best of You - Foo Fighters (yes, always!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Foolish Games - Jewel

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Tell The World - Hillsong United (yup.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Flying Without Wings - Westlife

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Love is the Compass - Delirious? (wth! so...love will direct me to the person i like? haha )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Free For All - Lakewood Live (yes, i'm up for sale!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Only Hope - Mandy Moore (OMG YES. i don't mind.)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The Show Must Go On- Queen (YES. PLAY THAT. i want. and its apt.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Punk Guy- NoFX (HAHHA. wth)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Surely Surely - Israel & New Breed (hmmm. really surely?)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers (yes. if you do, i will die, cyclops.)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Sweet Emotion - Aerosmith (that is a nice way)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Stuck In The Middle - Mika

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Running - No Doubt (right. now running is funny.)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Should've Listened - Nickelback

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Eyes Wide Open - Travis (HAHAHA. like those phrases you put in brackets like faints and dies. hahahah)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
More Than Words - Extreme

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The Best Man - 33Miles (whoa. that's a nice one.haha)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Where Do We Go From Here - Jamiroquai (haha. good question)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Why Have You Brought Me Here - Andrew Lloyd Webber

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS LIST AS?
China Boy - Maine

timecheck: 2138h, 23rd feb 09, monday
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2009-02-16T06:13:00.000-08:00

why must people die.
why must good people die such painful deaths.

please, somebody, cut me some slack.

please, EVERYBODY, cut daddy some slack!

Uncle Anthony, you are one of the most awesome individuals i have met, and i will always remember you for that.

i will always love you, Uncle Anthony.

timecheck: 0106h, 17feb 2009, tues
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2009-02-15T09:05:00.000-08:00

why is it that even when something happens to people around us we still don't wake up unless it was actually someone we actually knew. why is it that bad things seem only to happen to good people. why is it that we have to force ourselves to believe that something good has happened out of the disaster. why is it that while people are trying to hang on for their dear life there are others out there trying to take theirs just because they fell out with their boyfriends or reasons like such. why is it that life is so unfair. why is it that people commit suicide for the dumbest reasons on earth. why is it that there are such filial sons still in this era. why is it that people still cannot receive treatment even though the technology is already there. why is it that poor people do not have the luxury of falling sick. why is it that when someone dies at least 50 have to suffer. why is it that kids nowadays can actually bear to let their parents go through the pain of losing their child. why is it that it is so hard to rejoice that someone has gone to heaven. why is it so easy to be bitter about someone leaving this world. why is it so hard to get out of bitterness. why is it so easy to keep harping on the topic and allowing it to take control on everybody. why is it that people can never ever get over a loss. why is it that people are able to get over good news so easily. why is it that someone so young can have such maturity, or is it foolishness. why is it that someone so young can be so much more matured than typical adults. why is it that life was deprived of an eighteen year old. why is it that people cannot leave everything aside and just love. why is it that the joy of being parents can be so easily replaced by overwhelming grief. why is it that people cannot let go of whatever grudges they have and just be thankful for once for what they have. why is it that such a promising young man could have such a condition. why is it that people feel the urgency to love and all those things only when they know that time is limited. why is it that all of us take things for granted. why is it so hard to sleep without the light.

i know how much this world sucks and how terrible it is even though some feel it is a wonderful world. i know that all of us idiotic humans have messed this world up and made it into such hell. but i know that somewhere out there, there are things that are worth being thankful about.

everybody reading this: please take at least 1 day off complaining and groaning about what you don't have and how you want things to be. take this day, just this 1 day to be thankful for whatever you have. i am very sure that 1 day will not be enough for you to be thankful about all that you have. please don't say that you have nothing to be thankful about, because you know you do. so please stop being stubborn today and just this once, be thankful about life's goodness.

timecheck: 0208h, 16 feb 2009, monday
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2009-02-12T08:44:00.000-08:00

unexpected people do unexpected things!
hahaha.
who would've thought that someone always in tshirt and bball shorts and slippers could do such a thing! omg damn sweet. hahahaha.
i really hope she likes him man. really. he was so adorable! hahahha.
(though i wasn't there . damn)

awesome stuff today!

except that Jamar got out and others who didn't deserve it got in.
damn pissed.

but ah well(:

love really is in the air. right steph? (:
hahahhaha.

CLICK ON SONG FOR AUDIO AND THE FIRST YOUTUBE WORD FOR THE YOUTUBE LINK FOR THE BELOW CONTENT.

i haven't posted anyth in chinese, but i think this song (the link to the one sang by lin you jia - song this is on youtube in the competition, i think youtube is better, can see the facial expressions, but is shorter) has one of the best lyrics ever.

EVER.

hope you'll enjoy it as much as i did.

如果我能看得見
就能輕易的分辨白天黑夜
就能準確的在人群中牽住你的手

如果我能看得見
就能駕車帶你到處遨遊
就能驚喜的從背後給你一個擁抱

如果我能看得見
生命也許完全不同
可能我想要的我喜歡的我愛的
都不一樣

眼前的黑不是黑
你說的白是什麼白
人們說的天空藍
是我記憶中那團白雲背後的藍天
我望向你的臉
卻只能看見一片虛無
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了簾
忘了掀開

你是我的眼
帶我領略四季的變換
你是我的眼
帶我穿越擁擠的人潮
你是我的眼
帶我閱讀浩瀚的書海
因為你是我的眼
讓我看見這世界就在我眼前
就在我眼前
就在我眼前
就在我眼前

眼前的黑不是黑
你說的白是什麼白
人們說的天空藍
是我記憶中那團白雲背後的藍天
我望向你的臉
卻只能看見一片虛無
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了簾
忘了掀開

你是我的眼
帶我領略四季的變換
你是我的眼
帶我穿越擁擠的人潮
你是我的眼
帶我閱讀浩瀚的書海
因為你是我的眼
讓我看見這世界就在我眼前

你是我的眼
帶我領略四季的變換
你是我的眼
帶我穿越擁擠的人潮
你是我的眼
帶我閱讀浩瀚的書海
因為你是我的眼
讓我看見這世界就在我眼前
在我眼前

timecheck: 0112h, 13feb09, friday
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2009-02-09T08:27:00.000-08:00

it's amazing, this world.
how everyone knows everyone else.
how my secondary school classmate is direct neighbours with my aquaintance(idk how to spell that) church person.
and it's amazing how people really aren't what they look.
like. punks listening to CLASSICAL and LIKING KIDS.
unbelievable, i tell you.

it's funny how life is.
how people turn out.

oh well.
bed. time.
:D
love saying that:D

and i know i haven't mentioned that i LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE ADAM LAMBERT.
and. DANNY GOKEY. and JAMAR ROGERS.

love em.
love em.
love em.
timecheck: 0046h, 10feb, tues
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2009-01-21T07:02:00.000-08:00

crazy's the word.

to describe everything.

so much things to do, and i really don't feel like doing it.
so super duper tired.

like seriously, i'm always tired.

like omg i just can totally sleep for 2 whole days man.

anw i'm freaking tired, so God bless me for tmr at OP:D

i am so gonna crash.

NIGHT WORLD.
HELL STARTS TMR.
it'll all end by friday.

timecheck:2313h, wednesday, 21jan09
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2009-01-12T06:16:00.000-08:00

i don't believe this.
i wanted to blog about smth, so i immediately went to blogger, and now i FORGOT.

what is wrong with me.
-.-

this always happens. that's why i always blog about damn random stufff when actually i have real important stuff to blog about.

oh.
OH.
OH!
i remember.
:D

i wanted to complain about me not knowing where all my money is going.
like i feel like there is a hole in my wallet.
my money keeps finishing.
and its not that i don't wanna save, i always spend all my money.
and no, i don't buy stuff.
as in, i only buy FOOD. and drinks.
and

see!
i can't think of anyth!
urgh.
i don't believe i can finish up my money so quickly.

new year resolution:
speak and type in PROPER ENGRISH.

timecheck:
2231h, 12jan, monday
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2009-01-07T07:01:00.000-08:00

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am.

timecheck: 2310h, 7january, wednesday
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2009-01-04T08:00:00.000-08:00

it has officially become 5th january 2009.
the first school day of the year.
starting with the best teacher ever.

(oh and venus says hi.)

anw. i watched the revelation of the top 12 finalists of campus superstar and there are 3/4 that i think are quite good. haha.
1. the one that sang with geraldine, with the mic stand. she was wearing blue and white.
2. the small girl with the big voice
3. the malay guy! omg his pronunciation is DAMN GOOD.
4. the OMG SO CUTE small boy:D his voice is like DAMN POWERFUL and very nice! reminds me of aretha franklin singing chain of fools. but really! i was like OMG!!!!!:D:DD:DD
hahah.
i think there's one more girl i like, but i can't really remember.
(that means its forgettable. hahahah.)

but i really like the small boy man.
HAHAHA.
small boy.man.
hahahha.

last episode of xiao niang re and bu liang xiao hua.
yes i watch that show i know unbelievable.
haha.
i have no idea why either okay.
anw.
i WANT yueniang to marry chen xi i don't care!
and
i want xiao hua to marry tang men:D

hahaha.

okokokok.
i must be focussed and tihnk of a way to get into RTC without paying.
this thing is so dumb.
i must be 18 to enter th gym, but once i'm 18, i need to have my own membership.
those under 18 needs only to be accompanied by a member.
then i won't be able to go to the gym right!
money suckers.

urgh.
maybe i'll use the school one lah.
WHO WANTS TO GO!
hahaha.

don't ask me why i wanna go like all of a sudden cos i don't know either.
hahaha.

LATER!
goodlucktome.
aftertodayallwilbewellagain.
itbetter.
timecheck: 0022h, 5thjan09, monday.
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2009-01-01T19:09:00.000-08:00

FD: 2.5 trillion of this was done in the year of 2008.
Glenn: 2.5 trillion times people had sex?
FD: nope.
Glenn: 2.5 trillion books were read?
FD: nope.
Glenn: what is it then?
FD: 2.5 trillion SMSes were sent.
Glenn: what?! so little? i expected more.
FD: like...?
Glenn: like. in BILLIONS.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.
timecheck: 1121h, 2nd jan 2009
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2008-12-13T08:54:00.000-08:00

omg i want 68932174769306783 books and 890754316780945894136809533227690 CDs.
hahaha.
in case you didn't know, i like crime, and CERTAIN biographies. non-fiction, mystery (e.g. the Da Vinci Code) and such.
and i wanna get (the amount stated above) CDs!

death cab for cutie-plans
guns n roses-chinese democracy
dream theater (maybe a live CD)
the killers' latest
queen's latest
(omg i can't believe i can't think of any now)
wang lee hom's latest
switchfoot's greatest hits
maybe even jay chou's world tour
idk lah.
alot alot.

P.S.: if any of you are planning to get me a CD for xmas, please ask me first kay!
HAHAHAH

really what.
later i have like 5 chinese democracys how.
-.-

thank you ah:D

LATER!
timecheck: 2143h, 13dec, saturday.
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2008-12-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

i do not want friday to come.
i do not want saturday or sunday to pass.
i do not want to study for my CTs.
i do not want to study for ITB.
i do not want to take my ITB CT.
i have not started on ITB.
i am tired.
i want to sleep.
i want to sleep peacefully.
i want 6pm to come quickly.
i wish my saturdays and sundays could be like those exactly 2 months back-october 11-12.
i do not want to feel like crap.

i want to drown myself in books and CDs.

timecheck: 0002h, thursday, 11december
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2008-12-09T07:05:00.001-08:00

i have no idea why i am waiting for jimmy kimel live when i should b studying after wasting the entire day on music and such.
but what the hell.
hhaha.
i think i'm okay with the econs CT coming up cos i think i can finish studying that in a day, but i'm really damn scared for ITB cos since like EVER, i have had no idea about what was going on. i know what was going on during PBL lah, but the lectures were like. stone, fill in the blanks, surf the net, stone, fill in the blanks.
i have really no idea what's gonna come out for ITB and i'm screwed cos i HATE it.
for those of you boring people who read this, in case you don't already know, it is really really damn hard for me to do smth that i don't like, what more hate.
take bio for instance.
in secondary school.
we all know how that turned out.
:D

get my point?

and for the record,
my blog is about me, for ME.
i really don't care about the people that come here and everything, so no, Hakim, i don't really care if my blog is "lonely" cos it's just an outlet for me to get things out (even though i don't really do so) and maybe take a breather or smth.
the reason why i don't keep a diary is that i don't really like writing and i don't like it when i have to write in short forms. (if you haven't noticed from how i type out everything, almost)
besides, for those of you who have actually seen my handwriting, i' sure you'd understand why too. :D
hahha.
whatever lah.
the only thing i don't quite like about blogging though is that its all public and stuff.
i know i know i can like privatise it and all, but idk.
ahah.
i mean.

hmmm.
maye i should.
haha.
or create another one just solely for me(:

who knows?(:

you'll never.

LATER!
timecheck: 2323h, tuesday, 09december08
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2008-12-04T09:04:00.000-08:00

didn't bother washing up last night.
woke up at 1149am today.
watched tv at 6pm.
put too much toothpaste on my toothbrush just now.
face feels refreshed.
eyes are now tired.
addicted to the stupid song hero/heroine for some reason that is still unknown to me.
elated because the borders book sale is coming up this weekend.
can't be bothered about CTs.
excited about the U-BOAT party and meeting people with awesome taste in watches.
needs to go shopping real soon.
wants to go to sleep.
somehow glued to the chair.
saying the wrong things. or rather.
saying things wrong.
misses tennis.
realized what a horrible world this is.
listening to hero/heroine for the 75338838038134833675th time.
craving for bak chor mee.
sad cos toni & dallas are out.
embarrassed cos i said something wrong again.
said i liked fat bottomed girls.
meant i liked the SONG fat bottomed girls. (by queen, in their album, jazz.)
concludes that it is all because of sleep deprivation.
wants to watch the next episode of a repeated show.
knows that it sounds dumb but doesn't care.
listening to hero/heroine again.
wants to eat NOW.
doesn't mind maggie mee.
loves QUEEN, in case i have never mentioned it.
has a father that thinks good guys don't exactly marry early, thus feels that i shouldn't either.
shocked.
NOT listening to hero/heroine, finally.
utterly exhausted.
not moving still.
inconsolable because japanese guy died.

timecheck: 0145h, 5dec2008, friday!
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2008-12-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

i was an ENFP last year.

but now.
i'm an INFP.
i've become introverted.
):

Your Type is
INFP

Introverted	Intuitive	Feeling	Perceiving
Strength of the preferences %
11	12	25	56

You are:

slightly expressed introvert
slightly expressed intuitive personality
moderately expressed feeling personality
moderately expressed perceiving personality

Career	Educational Institutions
Social Service

Counseling
Religious Education
Education
Art/Science
Humanities
Web Design
Musician
Literature/Writer
Archaeology
Health Care
Psychology/Psychotherapist

http://www.humanmetrics.com/vocation/JCI.asp?EI=-11&SN=-12&TF=-25&JP=-56

hmmm.

timecheck: 2314h, wednesday, 3rd dec
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2008-11-26T08:55:00.001-08:00

the headache won't go away.

but i'm done with presentations.
(:
and we finally played in the sun during S&W.
for an hour, but that's better than nothing.
my backhand is like way better than my forehand.
haha. but whatever.
i am so not made for tennis

i kinda like school(:
minus ITB, of course.
but i like it(:

actually i think i like school cos it's ending and when it is you kinda don't want it to cos it means tests are on their way. hahah.
but i look beyond the tests and toward my holiday(:
awesome awesome stuff.

and i still wanna go for iDARE!
urgh.
i'm sad.

uh whatever, i know.
haha.

i have got to start studying soon.
4papers.
right?

ITB
econs
stats
FFA.

yeah.
omg lah, ITB.

oh btw.
OMG=ohmygosh.
don't argue with me about what i type.

can i have my spider back.
(:
hahahhaahh.
timecheck: 0106h, 27november, thursday!
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2008-11-25T07:12:00.000-08:00

my head is throbbing so badly.

i really wanna go to sleep.

God.

i wanna sleep.

everybody please get off my back.
give me peace for 2 days.
including me.

especially me.

timecheck: 2329h, 25november, tuesday.
31 more minutes.
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2008-11-24T04:49:00.000-08:00

i can't stand it when people of higher authority say you shouldn't/cannot do this this and this, and they go on doing whatever thy said NOT to do.

like not practising what they preach

or

living with double standards.

whatever it is.
i hate it.

not them,
the attitude.

then i ask myself:
do i do that too?

honestly, i don't know.
so if i am, please please PLEASE TELL ME.

like i would tell whoever.
nicely of course.

unless

later.
timecheck: 2103h, monday, 24th november
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2008-11-18T07:18:00.000-08:00

First there was the 46664 Concert in Cape Town, South Africa, then there was the Unite Against AIDS Concert in Montreal, Canada, and now we have one to call our own - Love Amplified, the first World AIDS Day Concert in Singapore.

Over 33 million people in the world are living with HIV and AIDS. Today in Singapore, at least one person is newly diagnosed with HIV, the virus that causes AIDS, per day. People still hold many myths and misconceptions that contribute to new HIV infections every day. It is fueled by fear, apathy, ignorance or misunderstanding. While there is no known cure for HIV/AIDS, people around the world can offer hope, understanding, awareness and love. We can do something here in Singapore, today. Don't let AIDS stand in the way of love.

The World AIDS Day (WAD) Concert in Singapore, entitled LOVE Amplified (LOVE Amp), will be the very first of its magnitude in the nation. Organised by the Health Promotion Board (HPB), the concert brings together some of the hottest music talents in the local arena, giving the people of Singapore one amazing night to take a stand against HIV/AIDS.

LOVE Amplified aims to crank up the volume on HIV and AIDS awareness in Singapore and bring down the walls of ignorance about the disease and about People Living with HIV (PLHIV). It's more than just discussing and understanding, it's about embracing the truth and facts about the disease. Only then can we begin to fight HIV and AIDS and spread the message of hope and love.

-taken from: http://loveamp.sg/

$28 per tix
$15 for students!

local acts!
Hady Mirza
Stefanie Sun
Hossan Leong
Jack and Rai
The Strikeforce
Dim Sum Dolkies
Sea Bed Sound
Alemay, Michaela and Vanessa

and definitely not the least,

Electrico!

get your tix!
29th nov @ fort canning.

BE THERE.

:D

LATER!
timecheck: 2330h, tuesday, 18 nov 08
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2008-11-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

i wanna go for the China IP trip to Shanghai.
9 march-19 april.

i also wanna go for iDARE.
16-19 march.

both forms are due around the same time, which is like this friday.

myohmy.i wanna go for BOTH.

moving on, i thought our ITB presentation went fairly well.
no, it went REALLY well.
even though we started our presentation only at 140pm.
ended exactly at 150pm (unlike the rest of the class..........)
hahahah
and we had lecture @ 2.
so no break at all.
poor thing right.
oh AND.
i left mr mac in the room @ blk 72.
yes.
and i discovered it like 5 minutes after i settled down in LT24.
i was walking around in my 2-inch heels and i wasn't changed, so i couldn't wear anything flat to get mr mac if not my pants would be cleaning the floor.
so by the time i reached LT24 for the second time, believe me when i say i seriously thought that my feet were going to drop off.
so guys, the next time you see ladies in heels, just remember that it isn't exactly an easy thing to do-walking around in those uncomfy things.
seriously.
who the hell invented heels!
i really cannot imagine my future worklife.
i'd have to wear heels everyday.
EVERYDAY.

*faintsanddies.

oh yes.
i forgot to mention that daddy took mum and nainai and i out for dinner at this AWESOME japanese restaurant on sunday and i really ate until i could feel the food at my throat.
ask me what i ate and how much next time.
hahaha

before that we were at this japanese supermart and daddy made me try some sake which i thought was oh so horrible.
okyokay it's not that the sake was horrible.
it's just that i don't like the taste of alcohol.
not even the slightest tinge of it.
(with exceptions, of course, like drunken chicken and stuff. hahaha)

for those of you who don't know,
i don't like beer, wine, spirits, and of course, liquor.
the closest drinks that i can say i don't mind are bacardis, daequiri and jolly shandy. hahah.
but i really don't like the taste of alcohol lah. haha
but don't get me wrong here, it's not as though i drink like alot.
hahah
i drink to try. haha.
and.i drink in front of my dad.
(:

i feel its an accountability thing.
like i do it i front of him and not behind his back.

(:

LATER! walkthedog.
timecheck: 2233h, tuesday, 18nov08
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2008-11-17T20:43:00.001-08:00

we're supposed to be presenting like NOW.
but apparently, everyone since we came (1155am) has overran.
if there's such a word.
like they're taking eternity to present ans loads of irrelevant stuff.
time now is 1250pm and OMG.
we'll be presenting during LUNCH!
like wth.
urgh.

CORDELIA HATES IT WHEN SHE IS DEPRIVED OF FOOD AND EATING TIME.

timecheck: 1254h, tuesday, 18november2008
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2008-11-17T06:46:00.000-08:00

i think my reading fever is back.

i just wanna buy 87647612906269747874211134789764374256734 books.
and just read and read and read and...yeah, ... read.
i love reading.
i get to block out stuff at least for awhile and enter into someone other person's world and really imagine it all.
writers fascinate me.
it's really amazing how people are able to describe things and events in such a manner that you can actually picture it really clearly in your mind, and every line that you read adds something new to that picture.
and that same picture would stay in your mind even after you've finished reading-it's like a mental photo taken of the book. idk how to explain it.
hahah.

all i gotta do now is to wait for wednesday to pass.
my projects would be done by then and i'd have like much more time.
oh . and.
i gotta save $$$.
and not eat so much.
ahaha.
like for example, instead of ordering rice and soup and mee soto and lontong and noodles like i did for lunch today, i should just order chicken rice.
smth like that lah.
hahah

speaking of books.
i just missed the MPH EXPO SALE.
like OMG):
i spent my last 8 dollars on donuts and tea leaf eggs!
damn.
hahahha.
i could've bought a book!
urghhhh
hahh

anw.
a few weeks back, ps khong told us to give to the lovesingapore fund to help those in need and everything.
and he told us this story of a lady who came from a muslim village.

she had been newly converted and hence was being ostracized by everyone, including her family members.
to punish her, they took away all her possessions and left her with nothing but the clothes on her back and her pair of shoes.
the pair of shoes that she was wearing was given to her by someone when she couldn't afford a pair.
she asked the Lord, and He sent them to her.
she was later chased out of the village.
so, she walked to wherever her feet took her, and finally, after a few months of walking, she found herself in a city.
she attended a service where the pastor of the church encouraged the people to give generously to those in need after delivering his sermon.
many people came down and laid their money down on the piece of cloth that was laid in front.
some wrote cheques, others gave cash.
some gave in thousands of dollars, while others gave in tens.
this lady however, danced all the way down the isle, took off her shoes, and laid them on the cloth.
the very same pair that was given to her, the very same pair that she used to walk all the way from her village to the city.

i had 35 bucks in my wallet, and i gave all but 5.
my dad had just given me the 50 that morning, and it was supposed to last for the week.
yes, i survived on the 5 dollars for 3 WHOLE days.
and on the fourth day, i was looking in my bag for smth, and i found 40 dollars in a small compartment.
believe me when i say that i could and CAN not remember when i put that 40 in there.

maybe i didn't at all.

timecheck: 2326h, monday, 17november
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2008-11-15T06:56:00.000-08:00

i'm freaking tired.
my legs are aching and so is my back.
i've been out since 8 in the morning.

so i'm going to bed.
i've washed up and all ready to enter my favourite place(:

tmr's sunday and i'm really looking forward to it
cos it's prolly one of the last times.
of stuff lah.
kinda sad eh.
yeah, i guess.

anw i bought some stuff just now(:
hahh.

whatevr.

oh and.
i pray that the screw wil not come off.
please please.
and.
the rubber is like lost.
so i HAVE to send it in for repair.
damn.

and i saw the most unexpected person just now when i was nearing parkway.
it's someone from ngee ann.
yup.
hahh.
at least now she knows that i have a life.
(:

today i wore daddy's 20+ year old shirt out(:

LATER!
timecheck: 2308h, 15nov08, saturday.
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2008-11-14T06:57:00.001-08:00

during the course of yesterday and today, i have watched a walk to remember, the notebook and episodes 8, 9 and 10 of gossip girl.
hahha

and i think things in GG are way dramatic.
and i really don't like aaron rose.
except that he is super romantic. (cos he's an artist. no fair.)
but i don't really like him.
hahh.
cos the impression i get is that he's someone who'll make another feel like the most special person in the world, only to find out that he does it to like everyone else.

anw. i finally realize what a joy it is to read a book rather than to watch the movie, especially if its stuff like the notebook and a walk to remember
i feel that things really come alive when you read the book before watching.
it's like allowing your imagination to run wild and it kinda disappoints when the movie was not the same one that was being played in your mind.

but i love the way nicholas sparks writes.
it really makes the whole thing come alive, as though he's sitting beside me, telling me the whole story.
but i'm afraid that his stories might be the same, so to prevent myself from really discovering if what i fear is true, i shall stop at 2.
no more nicholas sparks.
hahah.

anw, i told daddy that i'll be going to bed, and i totally should.
LONG day ahead.

and it just occured to me today on the way home in the bus that from now on (technically from last saturday), i would be FOREVER living in the shadow of the winner of stagewerkz.
y'know? like.
so-and-so was first.
oh, and she came in second.

hahah.
yeah it just occured to me.
ah well.
haha(:

i hope i'll be able to get out of this shadow at least someday.

i think i've got like alot to blog about, but i better like. go. ahha.

LATER!
timecheck: 0012h, 15 nov 2008, saturday!
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2008-11-10T22:15:00.000-08:00

it's like ITB lecture now and i'm like o.o
hahah.
i don't understand like anyth at all.
hahah.
whatevr.

i just had chicken chop but now i feel like eating again.
like wth-.-
and i saw so many people today.
nadia
choy
chu hao
matthew
esther
zijian
darren
lester

thank goodness i've not seen paul twohill today.
yet.
i've been seeing him like EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR 2 WEEKS
including yesterday.
i was like rejoicing cos i didn't see him the entire day.
then i did.
-.-

i couldn't get to sleep last night,
so i read the notebook by nicholas sparks.
(:
omg damn sweeet lah.
it's like a really short story i think.
but it was damn SWEET
like.
nice lahh

(:

TOP thingy's later.
hope i do well(:
haha.
whatever.

LATER!
timecheck: 1428h, tuesday, 11november 2008
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2008-11-10T08:01:00.000-08:00

omg i think smth's wrong with me.
my heart keeps beating damn fast.
and as a result i'm getting headaches, dizziness and difficulty breathing.
and it's occurring more often now.
like.
now.

anw.
i was damn tired.
i was reading on my bed and fell aslepp after i finished the book.
every guy should read a walk to remember, not only the girls.
i think the guy in that book is like the ultimate.
like.
i was like.
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
he's damn sweet.
definitely more than once.
like the part where she was dying and alr weak and he brought her to watch the sunset.
after she absorbed the beauty of it all,
he said, "this is how much i love you"
like OMG!
so sweeeeeeeet

why do people like to come online all at the wrong time.
urgh, this is annoying

but Landon in the book was so sweet lah.
it really makes you wonder if anyone here in Singapore could actually match up.
hahah.

anw.
STAGEWERKZ.
i came in second. haha.
behind jael.
i thought i did well(:
like the best in terms of my performance and all, but not the best vocally.
by the best i refer to my previous rehearsals lah
haha
but jael's entrance was good lah(:
i told you she had it! hahah.
i just hope everyone had fun, and not think it was a waste of time .
yeah.
but i feel a little sad lah.hhaha.
like wondering if i could have won if i had the same amt of supporters.
but ah wells.
that's in the past now. haha.

anw we're like gonna perform the same song for tmr's TOP thing
and i'm gonna be in like jeans or smth.
haha.
the most skirt lah.
haven't thought of it yet,
but i feel so whatever.
hha.

esp with ITB and all.
urgh.

i'm just damn tired and i don't even know why.

i should like get myself checked.

like i said, i'm damn tired.
so
LATER.
timecheck 0020h, tues, 11nov
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2008-11-07T19:06:00.000-08:00

okay. so it's about 7 hours away from the finals of STAGEWERKZ and thank GOD, i'm still feeling fine.
except that i have some phlegm. omg.
haha.
and i think i won't be able to reach there by 1pm sharp.
and i'm like gonna eat things with chili later.
hahah.

i'm kinda psyched and all, but i haven't found accessories!
like omg right.
yeah i know i know.
shutup.
ahahha.

anw.
my ex classmates are the best lah.
1 took the day off to watch me,
1 skipped church,
a few pushed their other plans aside
and the others got their friends to come(:

so, as of now,
i have.
16 people. hahahh.
it's still kinda pathetic, but that really beats having 3.
i'm so proud of them(:
hahah.

the sound system was really horrible initially and were like super worried, but after that it was like a million times better.(:

and i wasn't very happy cos i was freaking hungry
(cordelia isn't happy when she's hungry. no, no, not at all)

i ate in the afternoon at 1pm.
the next meal was at 12am.
omgomgomg.
i'm so glad that i actually survived lah.

and i'm hungry now.
hahah.

anw. i've got a million things to do but idk what to do first. hahah.
so.
i hope everyone has a good show,
break a leg
and lotsa luck!
(:

hope the audience will enjoy themselves too lah.
hahah.

LATER!
timecheck: 1121h, saturday, 8 nov
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2008-11-05T08:51:00.000-08:00

OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.OBAMA.

i think i MIGHT have found smth to wear on saturday.
but i'm not all like OMG I FOUND SMTH TO WEAR ON SATURDAY about it.
i was out with raina @ city hall and saw friends. haha.
i wanted to say that, cos it's very seldom that i see friends when i'm out.
it's true.
idk how come everyone sees everyone else.
hahah.

i'm not really excited about the finals and all.
cos i'm totally not prepared.
i thought i was.
until i met aunty cat.
urgh.
GODHELP.

haha.
i'm freaking tired and idk why i'm still blogging.

omg.
i just realised that i have to get my guitar fixed by this sunday if not i'm totally screwed.
and it seems that everytime the screw drops off, smth else happens that day.
hmm.
maybe i shouldn't get it fixed after all. haha.
whatever lah.

and i don't think anyone's coming on saturday.
joy to the world.
it's not like i asked everyone lah.
haha.

whatever i'm dman tired
and i thought the my hope training was a waste of time,
like.
seriously.

and for the record.
my cousin made a movie.
it's called. CARROT CAKE CONVERSATION.
yes. it's out in the cinemas.
ask me for free tix.
cos i have.
alot.
haha.
go watch lah. i don't even know what it's about.

and.
i'm not in a good mood.
all thanks to loen.

the only thing i'm looking forward to tmr is tht i know what i'm wearing. hahh. whatever.

oral presentaion tmr.
luck to me.

LATE.R
timecheck:0107h, 06november, thursday.
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2008-11-02T07:39:00.000-08:00

i thought the week flew by. hah.
except that i was going home later almost everyday. so i was damn tired.
too tired to do anyth at all.
not even to think.
so i guess that was good.haha.

i think this week's gonna fly by again, except that i have a presentation thing.
and i haven't even started writing anything.
damn good right.
and i'll be going home late on mon tues wed thurs and, hmm. let's see.
oh! friday too!
and saturday.
OMG.

i NEED to sleep inbetween lessons man.
i need to learn how to sleep like.
THAT.
hahah.

it's almost 12mn and i'm damn freaking tired.
cos i went for WANGLEEHOM'S MUSICMAN concert last night which was AWESOME.
but i got home like 12mn and by the time i went to sleep it was alr 1plus.
woke up today at like 6am.
and that was alr considered late.
cos daddy wanted to leave at 630.
haha.

played for all 3 services unplugged. hahah.
but my guitar was mic-ed up lah.
cos the thing got unscrewed again.):
damn.
i think i've gotta bring my guitar in tmr for repairing.
which means that i need to bring it to school.
CRAP. IDON'TWANT.OMG.

following alyssa to get her baby maestro tmr. haha.
that's why it'll be good if i bing my guiar in tmr right.
i need it this weekend.
and the next too(:

have i mentioned about how much i love serving?(:
hahah.
it's awesome, really.

tmr i end at 1pm (which is awesome)
but iv'e gotta sing.
at 5pm.
like wth.
just cos they didn't record the thursday people.
OMG LAH.
urgh.
at the freakin STUDENT PLAZA.
damn annoying.
and now 'im hungry.
great.

finish up the freaking email thing and go to sleep, for pete's sake!
URGH.

STUPID NOEL.

LATER!
timecheck 2357h, sunday, 2nd november.
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2008-10-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

sunday's almost over.
how great is that.
i have to wait for like 7 more days.

and my face is like omg cos mother brought me to the stupid place.
and now.
omg.
like. omg.omg.omg.
my face was like finally okay.
now this.
omgomgomg.
urghhhhhhhhhh

and i have to go again like on saturday.
like wth.

and there's stupid MIEC TUTORIAL on friday.
like.
omg.

i feel like crapppppppp.
and nono.
it's not pms.
URGH.

STUPID NOEL.

anw. i kinda like the song when you look me in the eyes by the jonas brothers. haha.
i think its really nice.
but i don't like how he sings it.
cos i don't like his voice.

ah whatever .
this is annoying.

argh.
i wish i could fast forward to all the anguish and not nice parts to find myself waking up in a nice and happy ending for everything that i want.
but obviously that will not happen.

i hate how people and things have control over me and my emotions.
its as though i'm a puppet.

whatever.
timecheck: 2226h, 26 oct, sunday.
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2008-10-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

this is kinda stupid cos i feel lie blogging, but idk what i should blog about. hahaha.

my heart is beating very fast.
like faster than usual.
just like it was this morning.
i'm really afraid that i would get some attack i got last time in the middle of the night.
but i've got the puff alr.
for asthma, even though i don't suffer from it.
haha.

or maybe i'm just REALLY excited.
hahhah.
cos it's a sunday tmr(:
and i've been counting down since last sunday, telling myself that the week would be over soon.

(and i just realised that daddy and mummy isn't back yet. hhaha.)

anw i'm happy cos it's exactly 1 week away from the WANGLEEHOM concert(:
i'm damn happy.
hahah.

but who'd ever know that i'm feeling kinda emo too.
hahha
i know i know.
i think i'm totally going crazy.

if i could say what i wanna say,
i'd say i wanna blow you away.
be with you every night,
am i squeezing you too tight?

if i say what i wanna see,
i wanna see you go down on one knee.
marry me today, guess i'm wishing my life away,
with these things i'll never say.

LATER!
timecheck: 2339h, 25 october, saturday.
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2008-10-24T08:46:00.000-07:00

forgot if i blogged about wednesday, but ah wells.
it was fun(:
tennis, that is.
cos the real coach was on MC (hooray), so MJ took over. and he's really nice and funny too.
yeah whatever.

thursday was my day for STAGEWERKZ.
i waas kinda pissed that i was going last, but i came to like that fact afterall(:
i thought i did okay lah, considering that i was too caught up with other stuff this week to actually sing ANYTHING at all.
but the sound system really sucked BIG TIME and we had NO SOUND CHECK.
like.
OMG.
yes.

ah wells.
i should just stop complaining.

i got into the top 6!
yay. hahah.

anw for today's acts,
i thought kai (or however his name is spelt) was the best, followed by jael .
i really really like kai's voice!
its really nice. hahah.

now, i'm having a damn hard time choosing a song.
like. i always choose the wrong songs.
and this time i guess the stakes are higher.
and i have just 2 weeks like WTH.

and my mac is in quite bad shape.

and i'm feeling like crap.
after a shortlived moment of elation and sheer joy after stagewerkz (not having anything to do with stagewerkz-.-).
yeah so.
anw. i was super happy for awhile.
then i had to attend a sad event, but i was still feeling happy (feeling happy with no relation to the sad event).
and the whole time till i admitted myself into dreamland i was happy.
i bet i was happy in my dreams too.
th whole way to school i was happy(:

it kinda ended there i guess.

especially after econs TUTORIAL.
omg. i was so pissed for many many reasons.
the whole class is now bonded cos we all cannot stand our tutor.
its like. damn quiet when she's around, but the moment she steps out, everyone is like talking about her.

ah whatever.
then since then i was sad alr.

but i watched max payne today.
and i think its good(:
except for the super random things aldrich did halfway through the movie-.-
hahah.
we had fun on the way there telling stupid jokes, but everyone was like damn tired on the way back.
if i had not sat in the middle seat right at the back, i would've slept.
i was simply too afraid to fall asleep for i was scared that if the bus were to jam break, i would just fly. hah.

ah whatever.
it's the weekend.
it's like.
i want the weekends to come, but then again, i don't.
URGH.
what is wrong with me.

LATER.
timecheck: 0011h, 25october, saturday.
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2008-10-21T08:26:00.000-07:00

things change so quickly.
so many things can happen in a day.
an hour.
a minute.

like how someone you know can actually die.

or how feelings change.

like from feeling really hyper and all to all moody.

Lord, i pray that he's not gone to hell.
i pray that he's gone to be with You.
i pray that he no longer feels the way he felt about his life on earth.
i pray that he is feeling much better.
i pray that his family will find comfort in You.
i pray that you will help me get over it.

Amen.

timecheck: 2343h, 21 october, tuesday.
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2008-10-20T23:24:00.000-07:00

omg. i wanna sleep lah.
damn sian.
and my side damn pain.
and i've got tennis tmr.
which includes RUNNING AND CIRCUITS.

ITB kinda sucks.
and i'm damn sleepy.
and my side is damn pain.
SUCKS.

1 more hour to go.

God, please take the pain away!
i don't wanna make up for tennis.

urgh.

timecheck: 1455h, tuesday, 21october
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2008-10-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling .
like.
i don't know.
haha.

maybe emo IS the word.
whatever.

i know.
i feel like crap.

this sucks.
i need to change how i feel.
but i feel as though i wanna stay this way.
but it sucks!
urgh

anw i didn't know the song was that nice.
i didn't even bother listening to it.
and when i did, it was like.omg.damn nice.
i think its a damn sweet song.

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

don't you think it'll be damn sweet if someone says that to you?
omg. damn sweet.
damn sweet.
damn sweet.

hahahah.

LATER!
timecheck: 2253h, monday, 20 oct.
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2008-10-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

this week past fairly quickly i guess.
except when it was like tues. hahah.
honestly i don't really like the modules this sem. but i'll just have to get it over and done huh.
and idk why, but i think my spelling and typing's damn off today.
like.i keep typing wrong things and spell things wrongly.

so the trial run on monday went okay i guess.
but i was like damn scared. and they said i made it look damn easy.
it's so NOT!
hahah.
my face was like feeling damn hot and i bet it was damn red. haha.
(but it was dark so no one could tell)

and i got into tennis!
but THERE'S GONNA BE ALOT OF RUNNING OMG.
i'm kinda scared.
cos FYI.
i HATE running.
yes yes omg.
i sprained my ankles like 12 times in total just by running.
don't laugh. it's TRUE.

went to seoul garden on thursday and saw jiaxin, but i didn't bother saying hi. haha.
i thought i saw nathan hartono.
but nonono.
no way.
hahah
i didn't cook at seoul garden at all.
i just ate.
haha.

friday i just attended lecture at this damn nice LT and then went home to sleep(:

saturday was kinda cool.
like. REHEARSAL! :D
it was awesomeeeeee
(as usual)
hhaha.
esp with like REAL drums.
hahah.
and paul is really becoming part of us alr.
he's not so shy and quiet anymore
hahaha.
he's quite funny . haha.

serving today was AWESOME.
really really.
it was good.
like omg good. hahah.
not only technically, but God's presence was really there and i felt as though everyone was just worshipping(:
it was magnificent.
and it was also kinda cool cos we managed to like choke a couple of times tgt, without even looking at each other or giving any signal.
like, we just did.
then we looked up at each other and gave that big grin:D
haha.

but i pricked my finger today. right index.
pain okay!
got blood.
haha
but really pain........
today was good lah.
sermon was too(:

i don't feel like sleeping.

LATER!
timecheck: 2255h, 19 oct 2008, sunday.
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2008-10-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

this sucks cos i can't watch season 2.
and there's like nothing else to watch!
damn.

school starts tmr.
and i don't really wanna go):

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i don't wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnntttttt

i'm looking forward to this sunday cos i'm playing!
but i'm not looking forward to it cos after it passes it'll be a month before i play again):

i don't wanna go):

daddy save meeeeeeeee
please come back quick before we all go crazy.
please.
i miss you so much.
please come back.

i wanna watch GG.
NOW.

2245h, sunday, oct12
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2008-10-11T07:15:00.000-07:00

what's life.

school.
church.
friends.
family.
play.
love.
hate.
likes.
dislikes.

who knows.

right?

why must it be a sunday tmr.

sundays are supposed to be happy days.

2225h, 11oct, saturday.
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2008-10-10T16:27:00.000-07:00

i slept at 3 and woke up at 7.

now isn't that great.

my alarm's yet to go off .

which was set at 9.

omg lah.

and i can't get back to sleep.

AWESOME.
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2008-10-08T01:37:00.000-07:00

WAHLAO SUCKS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my class sucks.

I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL.

daddy please take me to australia.

1647h, 8oct.

2008-10-07T20:50:00.000-07:00

yo. i got this off someone's friendster on the section : who i want to meet.
so here is what it says:
(its not the entire thing, but like 90-95% of it is here. hahah )

if u are an malay/indian with a chinese bf/gf.. get lost too...
cos it just make u look pathetic..

people that think they are so god damn pretty/handsome.. cos u are just so arrogant and proud...

foreigners who think singapore suck.. cos if it suck, go back to ur country pls.. dun pollute sg..

ppl who buy branded goods but sucky design.. cos u got no fashion sense and only get things for the brand..

betrayers should just roll back to the drain.. cos u ain't a true friend..

ppl who like to act blur.. do u think u are cute and style and can attract the opposite sex by doing that.. think again.. maybe u can read 'dating for dummys'

spoilt brats should go bang wall and die.. u want everything to go your way and everything to please u huh? the whole dun rotate around u.. get a backbone pls..

useless bums who only know how to use their parents money to buy things.. cos it is like using dirty money to buy.. why not use ur own money that u worked for to buy? backbone-less!

actors/actresses who like to act in front of the opposite sex.. if u want to act, might as well sign a contract with mediacorp.. provided u got the looks too!

people who think mixed blood is cool.. come one lah.. u just look like some rojak.. if mixed blood is cool, u might as well say transvetite is also cool..

the rest are welcome!!!

yeah. that's it.
hahahhaha.
i thought it was hilarious.
:D
sorry lah.
the things people do. hhahaha.
it's damn funny what!
hahahah.

LATER!
maybe.
6 days.
timecheck: EATING TIME.
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2008-10-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

i think i got a new mole!
haahhaha.
on my left wrist.
haha.
i know it's kinda random. i was about to type smth else but then i saw the mole.
hahaha!

anw i have since forgotten what i wanted to say, so. i think i'm just gonna talk about things that don't link. haha.

so anw. today i did a recording for MY IMMORTAL by EVANESCENCE.
using garage band. haha.
yeah. then before that i watched xXx for the millionth time.
and before that i watched numb3rs. hahah.
i think this is like th first time i'm like listing out whatever i did. haha.
oh and i recorded some other songs lah.
like 1 or 2.

i'm lazy to update.
maybe i'll say smth else later if i wannna. hahaha.

LATER!
timecheck: 2142h, 06oct08, monday
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2008-10-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

so i watched fei chang superband today.
for the record, it was the semis and finals on the same day. back to back. hahah.
and i really need to say.
that the champs are really really bad
like they SUCK.
seriously.
can't sing, can't play, can't keep time.
but the bassist can RAP.
she's damn god cos she plays and raps. hahah.

but they suck lah.
i can't say about the others cos for some reason, everytime i'm on channel U, i see that band.
urgh.

everything today went well(:
except. worship. hahaha
but like they say
it's not about the quality of the music.
I'M TRYING I'M TRYING.

actually. i can't wait for my turn to serve, which is like in 2 weeks.
i can't wait.
cos i guess i really love playing
esp with MY band
hahah
AND i feel that it's one of the few times on sunday that i get to REALLY REALY worship, you know?
it's like i can't in service.
many factors lah i guess.
but i just really like to serve.
it's like as though (to me) worship is personal.
it's like i REALLY REALLY get to worship.
and that's why i love it.

besides. it's like EVERYTIME i'm there, i'm reminded so much about God's love and how to be child like once again. it's like. everytime i look at the kids worship i'm just so touched. like getting shocks running through by veins over and over again.
haah.
i think it sounds kinda fake and whatever
but that's really what i feel when i'm there.
and it's true.
i don't care what people who read this are gonna think, but i'm posting all of this anyway cos idk why. hahah.
but its like i HAVE to say it.

so there(:

and if only we really had joel in our band.
believe me when i say this, but i really truly feel that he not only makes us complete muscially, but he is able to take our worship to the next level.
i'm not saying this just cos i want him in our band, which is i do, but i'm just stating facts lah. haha. as in he really completes us. haha.
maybe its cos we've never had a bassist in our band.
OH WE HAD. daniel lee. when i was playing with alyssa and rae.
that was really good man.
it's been what.
4 years since.
ah wells.
sometimes we don't get what we want right.
ah wells.

sorry if you don't like reading this, but i think this is my blog right?
(:

and i hope darren (from sch) says yes to pulling out cos i really wanna.

goodnight world.
timecheck: 0038h, monday, 6th oct 2008
8 days.
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2008-09-30T11:51:00.001-07:00

okay. i've got stuff to say, but first.
it's 3am in the morning.
happy children's day.
selamat hari raya adilfitri
maaf zahir dan batin.

hahahah.

anw.anw.anw.

YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

LATER!
12 days to school reopening.
darn.
timecheck:0317h, 1st october 2008, wednesday.
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2008-09-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

HENDRICKS IS BACK! :D:D:D:D:D
hahahah. hendricks.

F1 is totally awesome.
i'm inthe midst of coaxing my dad into getting the sports channels for at least till the season ends :D
i mean like. you gotta finish it right....hahhah.
but it really was a great race.
i really pity massa still. like omg.
i'll be damn angry and sad and pissed and everything.
but based on the fact that he didn't show any anger on his face even when waiting for the noobs to realise that he was waiting at the other end for them to pull out the fuel thingy says ALOT about him. that is like. 100% respect to him. haha.
i would have screamed my lungs out and allthat kinda things.
prolly got out and tried to yank it out by myself or smth. hahahah.
he was like so calm the whole time (well, i think)

but i'm kinda happy ferrari was out of the whole thing. hahah.
but still.
damn damn damn sad for massa.
cos now like i said.
i really respect him.
even over the team radio he said smth like,"it's okay, as long as the guy (who flew) is fine, everybody is fine, its not the time to pinpoint whose fault it is now."
i was like WHOA. (pronounced as wo.)

seriously!

but he looks like the madman from conair (i think it's conair), where he sang,"we've got the whole world in our hands......" with a little girl and there was this massive explosion. haha.
wait.
he also kinda looks like haywire from prisonbreak!(:
hahahh.

so. dad mum and i went to watch the practice on friday and we got damn good places (FOC).
mum and dad went the next day too, cos daddy wanted to watch his aston martin which he missed the previous day. this time we were at the same place, but even better places. haha. we witnessed the crash like right in front of us and all. damn cool. hahahh.
and daddy took some really AWESOME shots of the cars. like. he's damn good. hahah.
so they stayed until 730-8pm and came home just in time WITH DINNER to catch the qualifying rounds.

i should totally put some shots up here.
they are amazing.
esp when we used a normal camera and we're not exactly the photography type. hahha.
but obviously daddy has proven me wrong.

and now stupid joel has got me hooked on muse.
thanks alot man. -.-

moving on.
today's worship for all 3 services were really good.
like AWESOME.
not so for the third, but it was quite good.
awesome awesome stuff:D

so another week ahead of sort of doing nothing, but i've got motion tv stuff to do . urgh. which i don't wanna, but i can't back out now.
damn.
i don't like doing scripts. cos i don't like starting.

but i like THE SCRIPT.
i wanna get their CD!
and i don't mind getting a muse CD now all thanks to mr koh.
i wanna get like million of CDs and i really am tempted to ask my dad to get them from china.
but the thought of those chinese words on the cover.
URGH.
hahah.
but they really are cheap, and this way i can buy many many many many for the same amount that i were to spend on a small number of CDs here.

oh and
this is so totally off,
but i think i saw this person from ben and ben's tribe.
in the train form expo to tanah merah and from tanah merah heading to pasir ris.
he was like right in fornt of me in the train heading towards pasir ris but i realised later i think. ahha.
i know its damn random.

OH.
i think he serves in tim club.
i THINK.
idk.
just looks familiar.

hahh.

LIVE FROM ABBEY ROAD TMR NIGHT(:

LATER!
14 days to school starting.
and new class(:
timecheck: 0018h, sunday, 29sept2008
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2008-09-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS HENDRICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

who is so enjoying herself in HK now, missing the beauty of the rain in SG.
ahhhh whatevs.

i'm officially $53.95+$13.30+$10+$5=$82.45 poorer, but i'm much happier:D
what else could make me happy even when i have less(or no more) money.
isn't it obvious enough. hahaha.
whatevr.
i'm happy:D
hahah.
like FINALLY .
after 436790924692204711483 years.

so. it's friday, and i finally have smth to do .
sort of.
hahah.

PLEASE TELL ME THE NIGHT RACE WILL BE SHOWN ON TV.

if not i'll just crawl up into a corner and decompose.

LATER!
timecheck:1243h, friday!, 26sept08!
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2008-09-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

i'm so bored that i could die.

and it's so freakin hot.

timecheck:1604h, tuesday, 23 sept 2008

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2008-09-18T09:34:00.001-07:00

i think Jack and Rai aren't good.

and Boys Like Girls aren't very good either.

and my BCOMM slot isn't up in my timetable yet.

hahah.

i hope it remains this way!

but i know it is so unlikely

ahaaha.

whatevr.

so anw. i've got not much to say.

haha.

except that i kinda can't wait for school to start cos i wanna know who's in my class.

but at the same time i don't want it to start

cos that's when all the sucky things start too.

like projects and all.

omg.):

hahah.

AND.

stagewerkz.

can you imagine.

like.

the dry run is on monday OMG.

like i'm not supposed to go to school on mon!

i tihnk.

cos i have no lectures.

i'm kinda getting nervous. haha.

and the thing's on thurs and fri and there's AUDIENCE VOTING OMGOMGOMG.

i still don't know which song!

gosh.

hahh.

it's all yours now, God(:

LATER!

timecheck:0032h, 20th september 2008, saturday.

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2008-09-16T19:13:00.000-07:00

i'm in TA25.

haha.

not my first choice, but i guess life's all about giving?

hahah.

like whatever lah.

anyth(:

i'm quite okay.

and happy.

hahah.

but it kinda sucks cos i gotta go to school later.

for an hour.

haha.

anything lah(:

so i went shopping yesterday.

and i bought a hell lot of stuff.

okayokay.

not that many.

or much.

6 things.

hahahh.

but i spent about 120bucks.

omg right.

hha

i bought shoes for $9.90

clothes

and a PINK scarf. yes. pink.

and glittery and all.

BUT.

its not what you think.

oh maybe it is.

hahah.

but its nice okay!

then i got....

a skirt cum tube dress thingy.

its AWESOME.

hahah.

then i watched babylon A.D.

don't watch it.

i don't think its very nice. hahah.

anw. i'm deprived from sleep and i am happy.

GO FIGURE.

LATER!

timecheck: 1030h, wednesday, 17 september

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2008-09-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

i don't know why, but i just felt like blogging.

but i don't feel like blogging about anything.

all thanks to STUPID FIREFOX.

ah wells. joy if you can see this. this totally sucks.

my life is like. ...

yeah.

hahha.

i've not been doing anything but watching tv and walking around the house looking for stuff to do and eat.

which is said, i know .

but like WHATEVER.

and yeah, i haven't gone out.

due to some unforseen circumstances.

and miss HENDRICKS would be done with her exams on wed.

thank God.

YOU BETTER GO OUT SHOPPING WITH ME OR ELSE!!!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

so yeah yeah i'm feeling kinda sian.

and all.

oh and.

i don't wanna sing mercy by duffy.

have i mentioned that alr?

i don't know.

hahah.

ithink i got another song!

yay.

i don't like duffy.

neither does aunty cat.

wait .

i have a feeling i mentioned that alr.

ah whatevers.

i should be in bed by now,

if i actually cared about my black circles.

hahahh.

apparently cordelia can't be bothered.

so whatever.

i wanna stay home and watch this chinese show that only airs on weekends, but i'm supposed to be someplace else.

and i don't feel ike going.

gosh.

there are so many things i wanna say.

but i don't think i can.

what is the world coming to.

time check: 0153h, 13september2008, saturday.

2 days to results.

urgh.

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2008-09-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

so i think i did practically nothing today.

oh.

i watched make it happen today.

it was predictable and all, so nope.

not worth watching.

jerald bought this taylor for $4.1k.

WHOA.

hhahah YEAH.

seriously.

urgh.

i feel so WHATEVER.

you know.

i don't know.

vigfob'nsvonvnbnlmvldkndlmbvlc,xkuyhbgvfsx,ukmbgfvsxmnbvcxjbblkfdnlandlbklldnvs.

GOSH.

i can't wait for school to re open.

but first i need to go shopping.

so i need everyone to get over and done with their exams.

so i can go out.

it's not really fun going out shopping with guys that are not gay or metro or a certain kind.

hahahhaha

i'm KIDDING.

but its true to a certain extent lah.

and most of my friends in school are guys. so.

point taken?

hahaha.

btw "a certain kind" above does not mean and is not related to gay okay.

it just means they are prolly not that excited and all shopping for stuff other than cars and games, you know.

haha.

whatever.

today's such a whatever day.

but tmr will be better.

cos tmr's WEDNESDAY. (:

hahha.

STEPHANIE HENDRICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hurry. hurry.

i'm damn bored.

LATER!

timeheck: 0020h, 10 sept 2008, wednesday.

when you feel something's going wrong,

and you need a reason to go on.

just know that you're doing fine,

you're doing just fine.

cos all you need is to be strong,

don't worry, keep pressing on.

and know that you're doing fine,

you're doing just fine.

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2008-09-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

yay. movies to be shown on channel 5 this september are all racing and fast stuff:D

woohoos for 5!

hahah.

yesyes, including the fast and the furious and 2fast 2furious. :D:D:D

hhaha. i have no idea why i'm so happy that i'll get to watch them on tv when i have the dvds-.-

but you know..it's really cool and all when you watch the movie you like on tv.

its like.

how i'd feel really happy when i hear the song i like playing on the radio, you know?

hahha.

so i just watched like the second half of the movie TORQUE :D

all about biking.

maybe i should do biking!

hahh.

but drive first.

5 months and 16 days to go.

hahah. i know its kinda stupid counting down to when i'm finally eligible to go for driving and all, but i feel happy lah. haha.

on the contrary, i feel kinda sad counting down to when i turn a year older.

like omg. i'll be 18.

so oLD.

gosh.

so anw.

aunty cat came by today.

if she had not agreed to come at 11 plus, i'd still be in bed till about 2. hahaha.

and i told her about the stagewerkz thingy and let her listen to mercy by duffy and she totally gave that EW. face. hahahahh.

so i think she's gonna choose another song for me(:

hahha.

oh happy. cos she liked my songs! ((:

hahah.

but she really likes WARRIOR'S HANDS.

like even before i went to the chorus. which was kinda weird cos i like the chorus alot.

when i went there finally, she was like nicenicenice!

hahhha so funny.

she wants to test my songs. hahah.

I might get my dream of actually recording (more than 1 song) before i turn 18 after all :D

that was really good news. haha.

cos i thought my songs were crap.

its good to know that you're doing fine, you know?

i hope someone understands. haha.

not just songs and all, like everything else.

but she said i was singing like crap.

hahahhah.

okay. she didn't say YOU ARE SINGING LIKE CRAP

but she kinda said smthlike.

EH HELLO HELLO! SING PROPERLY LAH. YOU AH! DON'T ANYHOW SING CAN OR NOT! YOU WANNA SING MUST SING PROPERLY LAH!

yeah. smth like that. hahhah.

anw. i've got so much more to say, some i don't mind saying here, some totally crap, and some i'd rather not.

besides. it's been a long post.

well, kinda.

all my posts are fairly long .haha.

HELLO DEL.

THANKS FOR THE CD :D

HELLO BEN.

DID YOU REMEMBER TO PASS THE STACK TO YOUR SISTER?

hahaaha. i have no idea why i typed that. but ah wells.

hahhhaha.

i feel .

i don't know how i feel now.

its like. mixed feelings.

happy and sad and crazy and many more that cannot be described.

LATER!

timecheck: 2155h, monday, 8th september 2008

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2008-09-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

hello del.

i bet you'll be reading my blog more often now.

haahha.

STUPID FIREFOX.

anw. i watched this gameshow on starworld called the moment of truth.

this person Lauren Cleri confessed to cheating on her husband, thinks she should have married her ex boyfriend instead of him and was still in love with her ex on the day of their marriage. it was damn intense.

episode 5.

for those who actually wanna know. haha.

anw.

venus was the cutest thing ever .

daddy made her a raincoat out of the garbage bag and we were kinda prepared to walk in the rain,but when we went, the rain stopped. haha.

but she was OH-SO-CUTE in her kickass batdog coat.

haha.

have i mentioned that i like watching the show nUMBERS?

haha.

and. i think the jonas brothers aren't very good.

joy.

LATER.

TIMECHECK:0043H, 4thsept, thursday.

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2008-09-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

taken from: deviantart.com

i watched another movie today.
and it totally struck me when han said,

"life is simple. you make choices and you don't look back."

stupid blogger.

timecheck: 2232h, 2ndsept, tuesday.
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2008-09-01T09:15:00.000-07:00

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

i love the song.
i really do.
hahaha.

and i'm watching tokyo drift.
but i think i should watch it tmr (or later in the day when the whole world's out)
so i can blast it(:

and daddy got me this cap that i really really like.
its really AWESOME.
vodafone McLaren Mercedes(:

so today at the teachers' conference.
my MATON sounded really DAMN awesome.
nono.
like damn AWESOME.

it's like. i never heard it like that before.
i guess it's probably cos of the sound system?
haha. but it was really damn nice.

and i thought i did okay lah.
everyone was nice and all.
haha.
gina wasn't there.
and why wasn't i surprised.
mothers never fail to let people down.
ah wells.
so. i really enjoyed playing with them.
it was different.

yeah.

anw. i watched camp rock today.
the disney channel original.
except that i watched it online.haha.
and must i say.
JOE JONAS REALLY LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE I KNOW.
the resemblance is uncanny. like. stuff. hahah.
really.really.really.
hahah.

love the song.
i really do.
i don't know why.
i just DO.

anw. there's a song that sounds kinda similar. haha.
but ah wells.
i LOVE it.

okay i'm gonna crash.

LATER!
time check: 0034h, 2nd sept, tuesday.
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2008-09-01T04:19:00.000-07:00

i don't usually put lyrics here, but there's just something about this song.
i don't know what it is.
lyrics? music?
i really am clueless.
its as though.

i don't know.
haha.

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the remedy I'm searchin' hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you it will be alright

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

Been feeling lost
Cant find the words to say
Spendin' all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Oh next to you, and you next to me

I need to find you

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Your the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Your the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

I gotta find you...

GOD.IREALLYTHINKILIKEJP.GOD.GOD.GOD.PLEASETELLMEITSTHESAMEFEELINGTHATHEHAS.
TIME CHECK: 1930h, 1st sept, monday.
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2008-08-29T09:31:00.000-07:00

so sorry people i was supposed to meet.
hahha.
you see.
i was totally stuck in the IT show today for like 5 and a half hours:D
i'm sorry.
haha
i was with my dad. and mum.
and he went to get his AWESOME BLACK MACBOOK you see.
i tell you. it's totally AWESOME.

if i'm not wrong, michael phelps has one too(:
haha.

but anw.
we got alot of things.
like ALOT.
but all for him lah.
haha.

butbutbut.
he got me these AWESOME AWESOME speakers that so totally literally ROCK.
i think the neighbours are so gonna complain.
hahah.
but its damn good.

i'm totally gonna stay in my room for like 70% of the day man
hahh.

5% goes to toilet.
15% eating.
10% watching TV.

yeah.
now i just need to get damn good songs and movies.
:D

hahah.

and for the DAMNED awesome speakers,
i cleaned and tidied up my ENTIRE room and moved furniture around like many many times all by myself. hahaha.

goodbye world.
hello ALTEC LANSING!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
time check: 0045h, 30 august2008, saturday.
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2008-08-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

so. teachers' day thingy.

i don't feel like going back.

like seriously.

cos i feel that its all in the past.

and like many things, they are of the past, and good re-visiting, but it'll only make you miss those so much more. haha. besides. i don't knw.

so anw. wangleehom sang at the beijing olympics. haha.

with rain and others who were unknown to me.

so yes, i'm going for the lee hom concert:D:D:D:D

THE MUSIC MAN. name's kinda stupid, i know i know.

and yes, i'm getting the most expensive tix, no doubt about that.

especially when i didn't go to singfest.

anw. after this concert i'm SO saving up for the JASON MRAZ one:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hahah.

whatevs.

anw, for anyone in my class that reads my blog, i probably won't be going for chalet .

yeahyeah.

don't sigh and moan and groan or do whatever you guys do. haha.

i've got stuff on on mon night and tues.

VERY LAST MINUTE I KNOW.

but can't be helped, these kinda things.

one of them's REHEARSAL.

haha.

i shall blog more about that later.

maybe after the rehearsal. haha.

anw i remembered that i wanted to blog about smth else today, but i think i forgot. haha

ohohohoh.

PARADISE came to our church today:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

they were AWESOME.

and so TIGHT.

and everybody rocked.

Mark Anderson's vocals,

same with the blonde lady on keys,

Nathan the drummer was AMAZING AMAZING,

so was his BROTHER on electric whose guitar sounded really nice and full,

and the IMPRESSIVE bassist that reminded me of a mixture of JOEL KOH and MAROON 5. hahah. well. he likes to move alot like Joel, and i think his do is like kinda maroon 5-ish. hahah.

not forgetting, JAYE LIUBINSKAS.

firstly, her vocals are truly God-given.

amazing.

secondly, she was on ACOUSTIC GUITAR.

thirdly, it was a MATON.

omgomg.(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

how i love my maton(:

i missed the really good (and good looking as said by Jerald) bassist from last time, with the greenish blue 5 stringer.

and DYLAN MARSHALL.

the lefty and dorky guitarist.

ahaha.

oops.

okay. i think this post is kinda long.

LATER!

timecheck: 2317h, 24august08, sundayyyy!

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2008-08-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

hello everybody from TA23.

i do not want to go for chalet.

like chalets are so whatever.

especially when people are so full of shit.

talk so much and do so little.

ah wells.

you want news?

you've got it.

http://news.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=618463

enough news?

piss off.

time check: 0028h, 23rd august 08, saturday.

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2008-08-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

3 boys were concerned because they couldn't get anyone to play with them.

they all decided that it was because they had not been baptized nor had they been to sunday school.

so they went to the nearest church.

but, only the janitor was there.

one little boy said,

"we need to be baptized,

because no one wants to play with us.

will you baptize us?"

"sure," the janitor said.

he took them to the bathroom

and dunked their little heads in the toilet bowl,

one at a time.

then he said,"you are now baptized!"

when they got outside,

one of them asked,

"what religion do you think we are?"

the eldest one said,

"we're not Kathlick.....cos they pour the water on you."

"we're not Babtis.......cos they dunk all of you in the water."

"we're not Methdiss.....cos they just sprinkle water on you."

the little one said,

"didn't you smell that water?"

all of them asked in unison,

"yeah! what do you think that means?"

"i think it means we're Pisspatarians.

time check: 2213h, 18 august 2008, monday

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2008-08-16T20:15:00.000-07:00

8th GOLD FOR PHELPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLUS A NEW WORLD RECORD.

broke Mark Spitz's record of seven in 1972.

now he's got 14 olympic golds altogether.

what more can i say.

time check: 1116h

2008-08-16T19:38:00.000-07:00

it's the victory ceremony for the women's 50m free now...women's medley coming up then the MENS.

woohoos. i can't wait. i can't wait. i'm feeling happy!

hahah.

i was supposed to study in the morning-that's the whole reason why i woke up at like 8.

but instead i watched the women's marathon-.-

hahha.

okay i'm kinda dead i think. haha.

at least i stayed home yesterday.

(and watched ONETREEHILL.hahahha)

okay i'm off the watch OTH again, then the MEDLEY, then to church. probably alone again-.-

ah wells. i guess i'm used to it alr. haha. whatevs.

LATER!

time check: 1049h, 16 August 2008, sunday!

LAST DAY OF SWIMMING OMG):

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2008-08-15T19:17:00.000-07:00

OMG I TELL YOU.

MY HEART ALMOST FELL OUT.

LIKE. OMG. I ALMOST DIED.

PHELPS WON HIS 7TH GOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BY 0.01s.

can you believe that.omg.omg.

olympic record.

omg i really almost died.

O.M.G.

study now. URGH.

time check: 1026h, 15aug08, saturday.

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2008-08-15T10:00:00.001-07:00

yay. Singapore's women table tennis team is up for the gold medal match!

woohoos.

so i watched the 3h50min playoffs against korea.

lik omg. i fell asleep halfway. haha.

and daddy, who can't even stay awake for a non-action movie, was awake the whole time-.-

hhaha.

GOPHELPSGOPHELPS!hahah.

damn tired.

wanted to blog about smth i think.

but i kinda forgot. hahah.

OMGOMGOMGISAWJPRYTODAYATTHEBUSSTOP!!!!WOOHOOSANDJUMPSFORJOY.HAHA.OUREYESMET.LIKE-.-ISOUNDLIKEATOTALIDIOT.HAHA.BUIGUESSTHATSWHATIAMNOW.OMGOMG.(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

LATER!

timecheck: 0134h, 16august08, saturday):

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2008-08-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

OKAYOKAY.

EXAM STARTS TMR.

LIKE OMG I'M GETTING SCARED.

NOT EXACTLY DONE WITH STUDYING.

ESP THE SG ECONOMY.

THIS IS ALL PHELPS' FAULT.

okay, so GODBLESSME!!!!!

and the class too...haha.

but i'm scared! iHAVE to score for this. i need it.

okay i'm going to sleep and rest and let God take care of it all(:(:

OMG.JPJPJPJPJPJPJPJPTMR!HOPEWEAREINTHESAMEYOUKNOWWHAT(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

yay.

thanks God(:

-purple for royalty! :D

LATER!

TIME CHECK: 2352H, 14AUG2008, THURSDAY

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2008-08-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 199TH POST TO ME!

whatevs.

why does everyone celebrate their _00th post?

i don't.(:

well anw. i've been watching the olympics like a crazy phelps fan, but i'm serious when i say that i was never his fan and never thought he was that big (his fame) until now..

now i'm officially a phelps fan(:

haha. for now at least.

so. to bore ya'll with more swimming stuff, ...

wait. this info is not BORING AT ALL.

like, HELLO.

WINNING 5 OLYMPIC GOLDS ACCOMPANIED WITH 5 NEW WORLD RECORDS IS NOT BORING AT ALL.

and what's more is that his quest for GOLD medals ain't over!(:(:(:(:

if michael phelps ever read this which is ever so highly impossible,

DADDY AND I BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN GET YOUR EIGHT GOLD MEDALS!

now i sound like some stupid blonde annoying screaming fan.

O.M.G.

whatever it is, i'm here k! God bless, fake BFF!

haha. never expected us to actually talk about serious and matters close to the heart.

but oh wells.

here we are. haha.

really hope i helped in any small way that i could.

thank God i guess.

He gave me so many things to say and i even felt what i was saying.

like. it wasn't just words. they were words that actually meant smth to me.

i don't think you'll ever read this, but yeah.

haha.

so. all is well(:

except for my eyes.

i was supposed to go sleep at like 2330h

but.

haha.

nevermind.

LATER!

time check: 0034h, 14 august2008, thursday.

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2008-08-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

okay i LOVE.

PHELPS.(:

go singapore! hahaha.

i don't think zach will ever make it to the finals of the olympics. hahah.

no offence to anyone.

i just love the way phelps does his fly. like omg he makes it look damn easy!

urgh. his strokes are all damn nice.

back!!!!!! and breast too. the super shocker. haha.

but i really cannot stand his free. he like. had no rhythm! hahaha.

but i guess i better keep my mouth shut.

i'm like criticizing a world record holder. and multi olympic gold medallist. haha.

but he's truly AMAZING.

gosh.JPJPJPJPJPJPJPJPPJPJPJPJPJPJPJPJPJP

i have got to start studying.

before i realise i'm screwed. haha.

nah.

tmr.

God.isaidgivemeasignandthenextdayithappened.wasthatthesign.iguesssoright.imeanyouddefinitelygivewhatevriaskedforandnotgivemeasnakeifiaskedforafish.

so. life goes on. so does the olympics.

nightworld.

HELLOphelps.HAHA.

nono. not that way.

i meant.

GOPHELPS!

helloJPRY!hahaha.

TIME CHECK: 2303h, 11 august 08, sunday

LATER!

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2008-08-08T23:44:00.000-07:00

omg. i don't really like this.

relatives at my house. bleahs.

i like. wanna watch the olympics!

GRRRRR.

thank God swimming finals are not today (or any sport of my interest. only prelims)

if not, i'll be so mad. haha.

i really don't like the 2 kids.

kids are ANNOYING.

and damn FAT.

omg.

i feel like studying. haha!

okay whatevs.

OMGJPOMGJPOMGJP!

okay. my whole cupboard just dropped.

like. just.

i opened it and it dropped.

there's shattered glass like everywhere now-.-

lucky weekend i guess.

HELLO MY NAME IS CORDELIA AND I LOST MY IPOD AND EARPHONES AND MY WHOLE CUPBOARD JUST DROPPED. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

time check: 1542h, 9th august 2008, saturday.

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2008-08-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

kinda liked last night's rehearsal even though i sucked. haha.

i was kinda scared of aunty eunice at first. haha. but i guess she ain't that bad...haha.

we're gonna play a hell lot of songs INCLUDING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM.

like. O.M.G.

yeah. no kidding!

gosh

what's up with these people?!

hahaa/

so i'm quite happy that i went for those supplementary classes today(:(:

i know it sounds kinda weird right. but ah well(:

hahahah.

omg.jpjpjpjpjpjpjpjpjpjpjp!God!isitasign?rememberitoldyoutogivemeonelastnightjustbeforeiwenttosleep?shouldn'thaveturnedupforfafabutdidintheend!omgomgomg!haircut.hahhahh.

haircut!

hahah.

maybe its time for one.

hmm.

maybe not!

haha.

yay i'm feeling happy today(:

don't ask. haha. cos i've got no definite answer.

maybe it's partly because of the damned nice weather:D

loveit.

hahaha.

man. i miss hendricks. in case you're reading this:

you've missed out on so much!

i have like SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU.

gosh. haha. and you have to update me! hahahah.

can't believe its like the eve of national day tmr(:

yay.

haha

can't wait for the NDP.

see the idiots dancing and prancing around.

and idiot hiew por lan!

hahah.

and oh!

i heard the JASON MRAZ interview!

hahaah. i thought the voice was damned familiar. (:

now DADDY loves JASON MRAZ TOO! (:(:(:(:(:(:

this.is.a.good.sign. :D

okok.

walk dog!

LATER!

time check: 2233h, 7 august 2008, thursday!

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2008-08-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

so. tried to get tix again today and bade for some, but i guess things that are meant to be just aren't right? haha. sorry mas.

damn i really wanna go!

maybe i should totally camp outside fort canning around 6-7 for oh-so-ever-charming-voice JASON MRAZ.

yeah. his voice totally rocks.

i wanna hear him LIVE. omg. i really wanna go there tmr.haha.

who's in?

(no one. haha.)

anw. i kinda spent my saturday searching for tix, but to no avail.

instead, daddy took me to this small restaurant where they sold shanghai food.

OMG.it's SOSOSOSO good!!!!

i ate like 3 bowls of noodles, xiao long paus, deep fried paus, friend dumplings, drunken chicken and some fish thingy.

omg. DELICIOUS.

thenthenthen.

we went to the AUDI SHOWROOM. !!!!!!!!!!!!

and we saw vanetta lopez there, but that's not the point. haha.

omg the cars are like. OMG.

the S5, A5, yes, R8.

ooh. the R10 TDI was there too!

it was the exact same car that was used for the race some time back. and it was still dirty from all the ... dirty things like dust and all. haha.

there was even a sign that said: no touching or washing-.-

hahaah.

anw.

love em. too bad i can't test drive them.

apparently not even after my license.

well. for a year at least.

damn.

then.

we went to the LAND ROVER SHOWROOM. !!!!!!!!!!!!!

to see my beloved defenders

BUT.

all were sold-.-

even the showroom car.

so the sales guy whom we know fairly well took us up to the workshop and we saw and sat in someone else's defender =X

hahha. but it felt good to be back on one.

in fact.

it felt like home(:

hahah

love it.

btw i've got like pictures esp from the audi showroom, but i'm too lazy to upload them now.

haha.

anw i think daddy's thinking of getting a DEFENDER!!!!

omg . that'll be THE BOMB.

i'll just die from joy! hahah.

eh no. i can't do that.

if not, i won't live to DRIVE IT.

hahah.

so anw. didn't end up going for FOP.

(sorry jerald. haha.)

watched HSM1+2.

haha

i know. i know.

but who cares?

i like it! (:

and for those of you who haven't seen this, you might wanna.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3yxm5pxHzg

AMAZING.

lovelovelove josh hoge's voice.(:(:

haha.

whatevs.

i feel like reading.

hmm.

sidney sheldon here i come!

time check: 0004h, 3rd august 2008.

LATER!

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2008-08-01T05:19:00.001-07:00

okay. it's bee a LONG time, i know. haha.

and the previous post was kinda intense i guess. hah. but ah wells. i won't delete it anw.

like they say; you can't change the past, put you can change your future(:

haha whatever.

i'm just happy(:(:

even though i screwed up DSS and it's the last day of school and last day of TA23

but. i'm happy(:

gosh. what's wrong with me. JPJPJPJPJPJP.

hahahah. omgomgomg.

anw.

i shan't talk about the stupid singfest thing anymore, it just pisses me off.

and btw. the 7th month starts today.

like omg.

i wonder if the "ghosts" read blogs, (or maybe as i'm blogging....hi there!)

but i really dislike it. all the burning of incense and all.

hate the smell.

ah well.

we have to respect other religions and all right?

yeap.

oh!

FOP starts like TONIGHT till SUNDAY.

for people who don't know what FOP is and who is as bohliao as hakim to actually read my blog, it's the FESTIVAL OF PRAISE.

organised by city harvest church, they get like top and famous christian worship bands to come down to Singapore for the FOP.

this year, reuben morgan and the parachute band's coming.

i used to like parachute band, but i think most of them stepped down for the next generation or smth, so it's a whole new parachute band.

if i were to go, it would be for reuben morgan(:

but ah wells. see first. haha.

i'm so booked these 2 months!

haha. but i've gotta make space for many many things and i have a really bad feeling everything's gonna clash with everything else.

gah.

whatevs.

ican'tgetyououttamyhead.boyyou'relovingisallithinkabout.omgomgomg.jpjpjpjpjpjpjpjp.

i'mTOTALLYgoingCRAZY!!!

LORDHELP.hahah.

hmm. i think i should look for singfest tix(:

i really wanna go!

time check: 2222h, 1st august 2008

Later!

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2008-07-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

2153h.

how i wish i didn't have her as who she is to me.

i know its terrible to say this and even maybe a sin or smth.

but i can't take it anymore.

i hate you.

2008-07-06T05:46:00.000-07:00

i guess all there is to do now is to LET GO, LET GOD.

ah wells.

2109h. 6 july.

2008-06-23T07:20:00.000-07:00

time check :2231h, 23rd june 08.

supposed to pick daddy up, but his flight is being delayed, so he'll probably reach around 1 am.

urgh.

results.

i got like less than half the marks for the essay question for BLaw.

which was 26 marks in total.

to think i was still wondering right after the test why the mark weightage was so low.

i missed my target A by 2.

YEAH. 2.

damn.

what a way to start the term huh.

nah but what was worse was that i got a freaking C for DSS.

but later she found out that there was some error or smth so EVERYBODY'S grades moved up.

B+. i guess it's better than a C, but it's bad.

if i carry on like that, i don't think i'll ever make it to uni.

OMG.

can't believe i just said that.

ohwell.

INFA tutorial tmr.

screwed up INFA BIG TIME, so i think i'll get like a C or smth.

omgomgomg.

my GRADES!

omg.

okay, it's in Your hands now(:

2008-06-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

the end of holidays.

boohoohoo.

finished DSS

yayyayyay.

2 days to cheryl's birthday.

AND.

about 24h till DADDY'S COMES BACK TO ME!

(:(:(:(:(:(:

BLaw papers to be given back tmr.

scared.

its like 10h to a new assignment of DSS.

omg.

ah well.

i know there was smth i was so looking forward to, but omg i can't remember!

bleahs.

sometime maybe(:

time check: 2257h

2008-06-17T01:40:00.000-07:00

i know i know.

haven't posted in like a million donkey years.

but ah well.

TIME CHECK: 1650H

okay about life:

i'm back to the ONE TREE HILL craze(:(:(:(:(:(:

omgomg.

haha.

i simply love it.

went for class chalet. 5-6 june

STAR leadership camp 6-8 june

BA COMMunications camp 9-11 june

finished season 3 of prison break 12 june

OTH ever since(:

all were quite fun(:

so. yeah.

not really lookin forward to the beginning of school):

sianzxcxzcxcxzc

LATER!

2008-05-21T08:39:00.000-07:00

all i can say for now is:

1. THANK GOD LMS ASSIGNMENT 1 IS OVER

2. GOOD LUCK COOK(:(:(:(:(:(:

3. MAY ARCHULETA WIN

4. IT IS EXACTLY 2H 10 MIN TO THE CROWNING OF THE 7TH AMERICAN IDOL

5. MY BMGT GROUP TOTALLY ROCKS

6. LOOKING FORWARD TO REHEARSAL TMR

AND.

7. I LOVE MY DADDY(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

OKAY. THE END(:

time check: 2350h, 21st May 2008.

2008-05-14T09:19:00.000-07:00

OMG. CORDELIA YEO CAN SO COOK.

(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

2008-05-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

like seriously, it tastes even better than when heide cooks it. haha.

(and no, it's not cos i was very hungry.)

time check: 0037h. 15 may.

2008-05-14T08:04:00.001-07:00

okay this time thing on blogger is just plain irritating.

like the actual time now is 1110pm, 14 may 2008, but it's like the morning of 14 may or smth over in the other side of the world. and because i don't live on that side, i don't get to post it my time. meaning i have to wait for that time to past there before my post is posted which is just D.U.M.B.

maybe i should just ignore the time and include it in my posts or smth. haha.

anw.

it's almost thurs, and daddy's coming back in 1 day!

woohoos.

so glad he's okay.

what's more, he sent me pictures of the great wall, and some with him in it (the photos. haha.)

bleahs. i guess that's the only reason i'm looking forward to thursday's arrival. actually. thursday isn't so bad. it's the sunday that is.

omg. CHOIR.

urgh. seriously, i don't like it.

and i was supposed to play for Gkidz this weekend okay!

i was really looking forward to it.

but now i can't.

and i'm not very happy. humph.

well, guess i'll just get it over and done with.

share the big stage with daniel again.

(the last time was during the countdown party, if you didn't know.)

omg. if you didn't know, Gkidz put up an item for the countdown party.

we performed the song from the musical, Finding The Christmas Star by Jeff Slaughter.

yeah. daniel gn was our other vocalist!

(besides del and i)

daniel on the drums,

joel on the bass, (duh. haha)

jerald on the guit,

charissa lee on 1st keys

and asher on 2nd.

i really had a blast man.

(except or the fact that i was totally panicking when i couldn't hear the darren tan message that was being played before our gig. i was really freaking out. hah. )

francis was like," what's the matter?"

he appeared to be super cool, and i was like some idiot.

haah.

ah well.

worship determines your destiny right?

so i guess this is a good investment eh.

going on stage and making a fool of myself.

all for the glory of God(:

wow. hahah.

okay, i'm damn hungry again.

how i wish daddy was here. we could've gone out tgt for supper.

ahwells.

he'll be back soon(:

safe and alive.

i just want this week to be overrrrrr.

and NEXT WEEK TOO.

then i'll be free from DSS and LMS like O.M.G.

i really wanna be free from those 2.

haha.

haven't done DSS yet cos i can't do many things on the mac-.-

now i have to use parallels to do it, and i have to install microsoft, and i have to install the 2nd pack thing. urgh.

means i have to bring mr mac tmr, if not i can only install it on friday.

then i'll have close to 0 time to do it cos there's combined rehearsal on sat which i don't really feel like going (yes, asher) but i know i have to. to me it's like a commitment thing since i've decided to serve in Gkidz, i have to be 100% part of it, if not what's the point of being part of it at all?

haha.

i know i knw.

this is really lengthy, but who reads this anyway.

maybe i should go cook myself some noodles.

then sleep.

wake up at 7. omg.

oh and for the record,

i went swimming(:

and i saw uncle desmond(:

and he recognised me(:

hahaha.

whatEVS.

time check: 1128pm. 14 may 2008.

later.

2008-05-14T02:18:00.000-07:00

OMG.

freaking tired.

it's exactly 2:06am and nope, i'm not in bed yet, like aw poor thing, i KNOW.

and for the record, school started at 9 today and ended at 6 omg.

all thanks to macroeconomics make up tutorial.

urgh.

got caught in the traffic and stuff too.

doing choir this week.

so my thursday night is gone, and so will my face.

sianzczzccxc

i just wanna sleep now, but i've got about 3 scenes more to finish!

omg.

i've done only 3, including the other time i did it, 5.

i'm stuck at the rumour part.

anw. damn tired. zhan's helping me. haha

and so did steph! (:

she helped me LOADS.

and now my stomach's damn pain cos i'm hungry cos i ate kinda little during dinner.

it's damn pain, but it's also 2 in the morning.

it's been pain ever since i can remember.

anw. jun qi was pissed and all.

haha. so funny.

i seriously expected him to sit back and totally not care.

turns out that he actually cared. coolios.

and he's from china.

like no kidding.

he so DOESN'T look like.

hahha.

talking bout China.

i'm kinda late in saying this, but yeah, there was an earthquake in Sichuan and they expected beijing to experience one later in the day, but it didn't happen.

THANK GOD.

okay i'm damn freaking tired.

meeting tmr at 1130.

grr.

i just wanna get it over an done with.

but i also wanna sleep.

real bad.

stomach pain!

uhhhh.

i don't wanna go to sch tmr):

(even though it's just for 2h.)

i shall go swimming or smth after that(:

hhaha.

okay enough.

later.

2008-05-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

i want my daddy back.

and i want food.

2008-05-10T23:37:00.000-07:00

omg.

it's really such a small world.

like REALLY.

ahahahh.

can you believe it.

aaron is in the same company as alyssa lim wan xuan's brother!

hahahah.

AND.

they were good primary and secondary school friends-.-

AND.

he knows alyssa.

*shocked.*

haha. i seriously can't believe it

anw i'm so gonna confirm smth, hopefully tmr or smth, just asap

if it is true, then aaron'll be in the same company as someone else!

gosh.

it's a freaking small world.

ahaha.

anw. i can't seem to go to my blog cos they say that my URL looks like that of a virus

like ... ... ...omg.

-.-how dumb

long day today anw.

BA COMMunications orientation which was like not exactly fun.

my questions weren't answered, in fact, i have more confusion about it now.

haha

ah wells.

then i went for the God Chaser seminar by tommy smth (start with T. hahah.)

SUPER TIRED.

couldn't even eat, i just totally wanted to sleep until like 10 min ago.

haha.

now i'm feeling much more awake but i wanna sleep-.o

dumb huh.

haha.

but i bet i'll sleep the moment my whole body is in contact with the bed.

haha. we'll see.

and.

have i mentioned that i really like edmund chen?

yeah.

now you know it.

hhaah.

what.

he's really charming.

hahah.

so is his son.

HAHA.

sorry. too tired.

typing nonsense stuff now.

hha.

oh.

sean sucks.

hahaha.

bought an ipod at some stupid fair at the atrium on fri.

like omg. hahah.

i wanted to buy speakers!

and HEADPHONES

but no $$.

urgh.

sianzxzxzczc

okayokya

really tired, i feel like bringing my laptop tmr

aahaha

uh whatevs.

blahblahblah.

tired.

goodnight.

2008-05-07T21:51:00.000-07:00

for the sake of del, i shall write it here.

BLaw went almost awesome.

cos our presentation worked.

and he thought our answers were good.

or very good.

yay. hahh.

anw there was like a mini war at home, not concerning me or heide or nainai.

and both of then just left the house.

1 went out with the dog instructing me to lock the door if we were going to sleep, the other went out with a bag wearing shorts and a tshirt and left without saying anything.

oh. and i think she showered twice.

how i wish i was at training-be it sailing or swimming for some reason.

neh. i'd miss my chinese show.

hahha.

ah wells.

hope all will be well when they return.

take control.

ooh i saw zidd and rae at sch today. zidd goes to NP?

wow i totally didn't know that .

cool(:

haha.

anw. everyone around me (almost everywhere in NP lah) is like quite vulgar.

is it like that everywhere else except in 4/7 in TK?

(with the exception of tiong, of course. hahahha.)

i don't know..it seems like 80-90% of the world (around me) is vulgar.

hmms.

damn. i don't want monday to come. ...

hha.

besides.

next week is like "dooms-week"

projects, projects, projects.

all due.

and TESTS.

like omg.

Godblessme.

that i won't become like those around me.

that i will stand strong on Your word.

2008-05-05T15:24:00.000-07:00

woohoo!!!!!! ifeel like SO relieved that monday is almost over!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!

AHAHAHHAHAHHAA.

happy for now. (:(:(:(:(:

until the weekends come and i have to chiong again.

ayee

hahh

omg DSS and BLaw are officially the most scary modules especially the tutorials. hhhaa.

ah well. it's almost ending(:

okayokay.

ttyl!

2008-05-04T23:20:00.000-07:00

long day.

well.

kinda.

haha.

who cares. really enjoyed church today.

and.

did my homework! (:(:(:(:(:(:

haha. i'm like so proud of myself. haha.

and. i watched the triumph on the hallmark channel.

anw. i know it sounds really random and all, and i don't care what any of ya'll think, but i seriously think that dylan (don't know what his surname is) is really cool. like really.

i think i even look up to him. like i really admire him and all.

yeap.(:

haha.

really thankful i went to church today. like really.

thankyouLord(:

anw. ps khong asked us in service just now if we were willing to give God a blank cheque, if we were really willing to do EVERYTHING that God asks us to do, and not be selective.

my answer was and is YES, but (yeah but, haha.) somehow i feel that there are or will be some areas in my life that i would not be able to give though i can't really think of anything now. it's like as though there's smth in me telling me that i'm not ready yet. so. yeaps.

but like i said before, i really thank God i went for service today.

and i thank God for dylan too, even though he didn't do anyth actually-neither did i. haha. i guess my eyes were just opened to see what God was trying to show me through him and i'm quite thankful for that cos sometimes i can really relate to what i saw. and i in a way i wanna be like him too. haha. i know it sounds kinda abstract and alien and all, but just know that i thank God for a guy named dylan. yeah. hahaha.

it's good.

haha.

ooh! anw paradise has just released their new album-ONLY BY GRACE.

can't really say if its nice yet, co i've gotta listen to it a few times over before i can really say. haha.

anw. contacts are getting totally dry-i've been wearing them since around 11am today.

haven't printed notes and all, but guess i'll do it all tmr larhs.

when i get home from sch and stuff.

ohno. i forgot to do the ACBL CD thing.

great.

tmr tmr!

hahah.

good luck to me.

for tmr's BLaw.

really. God bless ME.

i'm quite scared. hahahaha.

it's been awhile Lord, but i'm back.(:

and i thank You for waiting ever so patiently for me.

for rejoicing with me,

and for being with me when i feel like no one is.

don't let me slip away again.

i do not want to give you anything that does not mean anything to me.

this is my worship, to you i bring.

for you're the song in me, the reason that i sing.

i'll praise you my God, in everything

cos you are my one and only, my one and only king.

2008-05-03T15:14:00.000-07:00

urgh. i'm damn tired. i don't know why also. haha. didn't do anyth the whole day but watch tv. tried doing tutorials but i just can't. i'm tired but i don't really wanna sleep. urgh. sianzxczxczxc

oh. and i've been trying to link my phone to my blog the whole morning too. urgh!

i've sent 2 MMSes to blogger alr but they haven't sent me the stupid token claim yet! sianzxczxcz.

ayee. tired. not looking forward to monday cos there's DSS and BLaw. and i haven't done both tutorials. man i don't like DSS. i really don't like doing the tutorials. she really doesn't teach anyth!! omggggggggggg.

i'm feeling damn sian larhs.

urgh.

but i don't know what i wanna do now cos there's nth on the tv. bleahs.

2008-04-30T23:46:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm kinda proud of myself today cos i did homework! not alot, but at least i did huh. (: i really don't like DSS okay. there's homework AND PBL(project based learning). urgh. disgusting. hah.

just thank God that it's like mayday tmr, and there's NO SCHOOL OMG. woohoozxczxczxc.

that didn't sound very nice. haha.

i wonder when's the next holiday..

OH. after 6 june. (:

okok, about a mth. that's good.

but that's after common tests. better than nothing laarh!

anw, you know i'm so thankful that daddy's in singapore.

like even though he's out like 70% of the time, i know he's close by, you know? and i love that feeling(:

it's as though i can sense his presence when he's at home. like i know when he's home and when he's not. i really do sense it, though it's not as obvious. but it's there. i think its kinda cool(:

and, i'm really thankful for my new found friend Mas, (not selmat..haha. but her first name's really mas lah.) like even though she's malay and muslim and all, i'm just really thankful i have her by my side almost al the time, if not i' be some real loser..stuck all alone with SOME people. (not only referring to the cheenas.) ooh. thank God for seann too. yeah, cool guy girlfriend. get it? haha. really thank God so much for the both of them lah.(:(:(:(:(:

okay and dinis too. haha.

ooh teen titans outing on friday!!!!(:(:(:(:(:(:

so excited(: yayys.

haha. we're going to fish and co.

the glass house.

AFTER BLaw lecture which is from 5-7.

like.

O.M.G.

can't we have a break, break?

like BLaw lecture is on thurs, can't they skip it?

i know you can't, stupid question.

ayees.

no choice ayee.

just hope i'll be happy there(:

right steph? hahaa.

anw. i can't load the stupid ACBL CD!

stupid thingg.

it's for INFA(introduction to financial accounting), steph.

i should go BUY parallels and the windows CD and equip my mac with windows and all so i'll be prepared. haha.

bleahs.

oh a lighter note, i think david cook won tonight.

loved his performance.

enjoy!(:(:(:(:

ayee. lazy to post it here. haha.

go watch it yourself.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ELlj9qeAesQ

2008-04-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

FINALLY. the weekend has arrived
i was damn tired last night i slept around 2230h latest
yeah so.

this week's much better for me cos i found english speaking friends.
hahha.
and even though we've gotta attend almost everything on the timetable, the tutorials aren't as intense and serious as i imagined them to be. maybe it'll never be the same as when i was in TKGS, cos it was really different there. for my class at least.
literally no talking in classes in TKGS, must hand in homework, and must do it well or smth, you know the drill.
but over here, people are playing games like CS and all in lectures..they talk damn loudly, laugh and have fun, as though there's nothing going on in the LT. and it's the accountancy people mind you, not like engineering or smth (no offence). it's so freaking noisy, really hard to concentrate and all.

well, i guess that's the way it is and i bet it's only gonna get worse. so i have to decide quick what i want to get out of my 3 years, if i'm gonna waste it all away like what they're doing now, or if i'm gonna aim for smth else, you know. wow, thank God, i received my education in, in a way, a "higher class" environment-more like a better school, and the 2nd best class in the better school, cos i probably got used to the amount of discipline and all-handing in work on time(even though i didn't usually do) and stuff like being able to concentrate in class and know that there will always be closet muggers, and people who claim to not know anything or claim to "fail for sure" but ace their way through in the end, people who sleep throughout lessons and are still able to do well. i'm quite sure those from neighbourhood schools deal with much few cases of these kinda people, more of fighting, haha. i don't really know, so i can't say. or else i can be charged with defamation. hhaha.

so yeah.
i think this came to be a little intense huh.
i shall blog about the BOAT ASIA 2008! woohoos.

okayokay, so i went for boat asia 2008, it was quite okay, but nothing much larhs.
anw. took some pictures of the marina and the yachts, cos it was quite a view.
surprisingly the SSF(Singapore Sailing Federation) had a booth there-.-
and i saw some of the sailors. haha. -.-
SAF Yacht Club was there too!
omg they had their membership fees lowered by quite alot, and they really seldom do that.

NORMAL
U.P. $4000
FOR BOAT ASIA (FBA) $3500

JUNIOR
(Under 21)
U.P. $1200
FBA $1000

SINGLE LADIES
U.P. $1200
FBA $1000

yeahh.
hahah. okayokay pictures!

overview of the yachts.

2008-04-26T10:10:00.000-07:00

the nice one made of wood

2008-04-26T10:08:00.000-07:00

daddy! (:

2008-04-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

esplanade-.- haha
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THE BENTLEY(:

2008-04-24T12:48:00.000-07:00

damn sian..
macroeconomics tutorial cancelled.
hahaha.
so i've got like 3h of free time technically..but time now is like 12:43, so i've got about 1h more-.-
can't believe we spent about an hour (or more) walking around for nothing-.-
omg.
hahah.
so anw. yeah, got BLaw lecture later. hope its not the same lecturer as before. haha. ah well.
ohoh!
i'm so gonna join the BOARD GAMES CLUB!!!!!
YAY(:(:
seriously.
no kidding.
yeah.
so business management tutorial went well..mr PANG is quite nice.
and he's very educated.
and rich
and he's christian
cool man.
haha.
i'm so gonna be BGMT rep.
haha. okay i'm bored.
watch movie.
haha.

bye owner of kiki! :D
it's been a long time you called her that.
haha

2008-04-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

okayokay DAVID COOK is good TOO.
he's good.

and. i finally saw ANDREW LLOYD WEBBER!!
woohoos.
but sadly he looks kinda gay and plastic to me.
):
i thought he would look like majestic and all, haha.
guess not..

but i really really liked david cook's performance. really LOVED it.
for the record, he sang music of the night from the phantom of the opera.
yeah it was GOOOOOODDD.

yeah. but definitely not as good as mig ayesa in WWRY lah.
haah(:

okay.
i don't feel like blogging much right now,
night.

2008-04-23T10:36:00.000-07:00

okokok quick update.
school has made me really tired.

went for swimming orientation plus trials on mon..
made it to group1 (like the better group lahh.)
yeah, but i almost died while swimming even though the programme was damn slack
well, what do you expect, i've not swam in 5 years(or more)! ayee.
but i made it, and that made me happy
haha
but i'm not sure if i wanna swim, cos it's mon wed and fri
like even though trainings were not as intense as last time, i don't think i have the time and luxury to train 3 times a week, or more for that matter. besides, i've seriously lost touch. haha.
but surprised that i still remember how to swim though. hahaha!
anw, like i said. almost died during and AFTER training.
my ankle was like DAMN pain.
(sprained it 6 times, and 3 times on the right)
yeah, so for some reason, swimming made it hurt quite bad, i couldn't really walk.

so yeah enough of CCA cos it's really giving me a headache, and no, no sailing.
haha.
floorball tryouts on thurs.
maybe i'll go for the fun of it.
if not i'll try golf (haha!)
or some loser club):
ayee!

so moving on, my business law tutor likes my name. ALOT.
well. he said so.
and he kept calling me
or my name

when citing an example, i'm always suing someone
and he always asks me to answer those questions that you actually need to think
and everyone around me becomes the guy beside cordelia.
the guy behind cordelia.
hahaha!

so yeah.
he seemed REALLY SCARY.
but he's quite nice lah.
except the whole class kept laughing. -.-

and yeah.
i got caught stuffing chicken into my mouth,
don't ask.
i got caught off guard okay!
hhaha.

ayee.
how i wish i had school uniform.
haha.

anw. i shall blog about my heart sometime soon.
aye
maybe not lah.
haha

too lazy.

LATER!
(:

2008-04-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

haha.
whatevs.

so. went out buying swimming stuff today, spent loadsa time with daddy(:(:
have i mentioned how much i loved him?
yeah. i do.
(:

so yeah, guess i'll be in swimming.
and i'll be exposing my back. AHHHHHH!!!!!
haha.
don't ask.
so.so.so.
i bought 2 costumes! woohoos.
then i saw the speedo one which was damn nice too, but found consolation in realising that it was the most expensive.
bought a really nice swimming cap, pearly white from speedo.
costs only 10 bucks!
but,
i realised after returning home that it's a JUNIOR CAP.
AND I BOUGHT A JUNIOR CAP YESTERDAY.
like OMG.
-.-
haha. so i guess they're gonna help me change it tmr.
yays.
haha.
swimming orientation on mon.
so is the sailing talk.
how!
urgh.

anw. i'm so proud of myself
so i did ALL my tutorials this week.
finished them in 1h, 2 the most.
cool huh.(:
haha.
wondering about school?
yeah its fine i guess..
nah actually i don't like it.
really not used to it
yeah really not used to it.
all the freedom and different timetables and chinese.
yeah.
hope i'll get used to it soon.
projects are alr coming in. like omg.

and omg.
i got a HUGE pimple on my right cheek!
like. OMG.
i was out the whole day today walking around with it.
):

ah but the back.
ayee.

anw everybody.
the titans BBQ totally SUCKED OKAY.
):

ayee.

school soon again.
ayee.

oh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!
have fun spending it in NS!
hahahaah.

and let's say the time fast forwards to 0000h,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAINA!
friend for 10 years exactly.
(:

2008-04-17T22:54:00.000-07:00

okay, a quick update.

cca wise, the stupid wakeboarders didn't show for BOTH days.
yeah so,
it's swimming larhs.
yes ben. haha.

ahwell.
short but busy days.
omg i was almost late today
i mean the bus came on time and all, like perfect.
but o had to walk for damn long
and i reached at like 1355h.
hhaha.
heng ah.
everyone else was still outside.
like nobody dared to go in-.-
so i did just that and the rest followed-.-
hahha.

yeah.
so titans outing tmr!
yay.yay.yay.
hahaha
quite happy.
cos i miss them loads.
but it's at like freaking west coast.
like. omg.
see first ,ah.
sians.

i'm like watching grey's anatomy now
after i missed millions of episodes.
and now's the last one. -.-

haha.
having fun taking pictures with venus
cos she's on the couch
and she's not actually allowed.
maybe i'll post some here.(:
oakyokay.

hah. i like the pics. haha.
okay that's all for now i guess.
school's tmr.
gahh.
but.
titans outing tmr!
woohoo.
hope things i work out the way i want them too.
really hope so.

hmmm.

(:

2008-04-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

okayokay
update again before the clock strikes 12 and i have to wake up at 7 tmr (supposedly 6 but oh well.)

feeling super sian
not elaborating.
urgh.
i feel so dumb!
bnotbnosbnosnsns.
i can't stop whining.

anw. all my tutorials say TA23 and workshops WA23
but my lectures are LA01 and LA02.
does this mean there's some combined lectures?
(:
okayokay, don't get my hopes too high.
hahh.
but i really want it!
owner of pupu, i really do!
URGH.

what's wrong with me..
hahah.

anw. better sleep soon.
hiew por lan got lost today. aww.
haha
hope all is well!

oh yeah.
i know what cca to join alr!
i think.
hahah.

swimming.
safest.
then daddy says to join sailing too, then i'l go for trainings only during the april-july period when there is close to NO wind.
cos that's when i can handle the boat best!
haha(:(:
he's damn smart.
maybe i should do just that!
hhaha.

about wakeboarding, maybe i should.
but then i'll have 3?!
omg. haha.
see first lah.
but if i were to play it safe, swimming would be better.
then i'll go back to backstroke!
esp 100m back.
my PET EVENT.(:(:

good times.
good times.

there you go stephony!
:D

2008-04-14T15:57:00.000-07:00

so. first day.
my class isn't very noisy, but not like super quiet also.
made other friends, yeah.

but today was kinda gloomy for me.
so didn't feel like talking much.
i think we're having like class lunch or smth tmr.
haha-.-

oh but there's this guy in my class who kinda looks like michael jackson.
hahaha.
to me lah.
hha.
and no steph, no emo haired guys. hahah.
so no possible best friend. aw.
haha.
and no ah bengs as well. (if i remember correctly.)

anw my class size is quite weird.
like 19 ppl-.-
haha.

and i realised that someone's birthday is on 23rd feb!
haha
close enough.

hope the day's been great.
...
omg there's a freshman party..?!
hhaha.
okayy-.-

that's kinda random, but i just got the sms larhs.
-.-
hmm. maybe i should. haha!
yeah whatever.

swimming
wakeboarding
floorball
tennis
softball

which one?
okay,
the floorball people weren't being nice. they just stared.
like the just-write-your-name-and-get-lost face.
so maybe no floorball.
haha
the swimming people (or girl)
was nice.

wakeboarding wasn't there for some reason.
so i shall go check it out tmr.
aye.

maybe i should just go back to swimming and rot there.
but its like 3 times a week!!
omg.
mon wed fri.
urgh.
oh. venus says hi(:

anw.
i've been thinking too much again.

why must the school be SO BIG!
urgh.
so annoying.
CCA fiesta